【一切的失敗和不足，都是最美好的安排】
All Failures & Lacks Are The Best Things to Happen to Us

三個月前，收到來自台灣客人的這封電郵時，開心和心酸交織著在心裡。

開心，因為這是一年前通過Zoom視訊的客人。他居然在我們看八字的一週年，特地寫了封感謝函給我，真有心！

心酸，因為他寫在電郵裡的低落心情，我完完全全明白。

他的經歷，是我的曾經。我當初也是很難，很久才能走出來。

有一回，我為一位芳華正茂的女子批八字時，她很用心的寫下我說的話。

論寫筆記的完整，她是我客人當中的佼佼者。

寫到一半，我注意到她的右手開始微微顫抖。我以為是空調的風太大了，冷到她，便問她要不要披巾。

她說，是她的焦慮症發作。

「我沒在兇你，也沒對你嚴厲，你為何突然焦慮？」

「我.....打從今年疫情打亂了我的計畫，我就一直很焦慮。我覺得我很沒用，同學們都前進了，只有我現在什麼都不是，亂糟糟的。我就一直很緊張，萬一我一直都是這樣，怎麼辦？」

說著，她眼眶一紅，眼淚像斷了線的珍珠鏈似的灑下來。

我的媽呀！是我的樣子長得很催淚，還是我的聲音聽起來很虐心？怎麼客人，不分男女老少，東南西北，看到我好像都很容易哭？

我抓起一張紙巾遞給她。

「所以，我不是來了嗎？你來找我，就是要問個明路，而你很幸運那麼快就看到我啦！你看你的筆記寫得多工整，多齊全。我很多客人都不如你啊！我今天的工作，就是來給你答案的。我沒有把握，也不會接你這份差事。我接了，就代表還可以補救。你照著我的指示去做，一定柳暗花明又一村。」

又另一回，一位四十多歲的媽媽請我看兒子的八字。

我在批著八字時，這位媽媽點頭認同，然後就聲淚俱下。

我轉頭看著她沈默不語的先生。我說錯了什麼嗎？太太哭成淚人，你怎麼連紙巾也不拿給她啊？

「我是個沒有用的母親，很不稱職的母親。我沒有辦法教好孩子。我很愛他，可是很多時候我都不知道要怎麼做，我就會對他發脾氣，說狠話，過後我又後悔。我忍下來，可是後來還是會一樣！」

我沒打斷她，等她的哭聲逐漸小聲後，我柔柔的說：「我來啦！我坐在你前面了。你已經看到我，就是有辦法了。你知道你自己不行，會去找辦法，就代表你願意去學習做個好媽媽啊！」

我把紙巾遞給她，再說：「不要哭了，要不然，別人看了以為是我不要借你錢，才把你弄得那麼傷心。」

曾幾何時，我們都會以外在所擁有的，來定義自己的人生是否值得自己喜歡。

從原生家庭、樣貌、健康、身型、智力、天賦等，到後來的學歷、友情、事業、財富、婚姻、子女......

哪一樣沒有，而偏偏是我們最想要的，我們就會認定自己失敗的一塌糊塗。

我認為這就是普通教育最大的問題所在。父母老師都是這樣把我們「分門別類」的。值不值得父母疼愛或向親朋戚友炫耀，也離不開那幾點。

久而久之，我們也只會以「成功」來定義自己是否有價值，甚至來衡量自己是否有活下去的勇氣。

我比較喜歡佛法的定義。我們每個人都是一尊佛，六道眾生皆有佛性，只因一時的迷，因此墮落在苦輪不停的輪迴。

可正因為我們有佛性，我們都有無窮無盡的可能。每個人的內在有著很強大的力量，等著我們遇到明師後，去發掘、探索和了解。

而這天生俱來的力量，就是你改命立命的資本。

如果人生順風順水，我們永遠不會想要出離，誤把人間當極樂，所以一定要有苦，我們才會意識到，為什麼我們會在這鬼地方？要怎麼樣才可以離開這鬼地方去到極樂？

反過來，我們都應該感恩自己遇到的挫折，因為從這些苦中，我們才能生出智慧。

沒有一個八字是完美的。一切的失敗和不足，都是最美好的安排，如此你才會有出離心，返本歸源。

_______________________

3 months ago, when I received this email from my Taiwan client, there was this feeling of bittersweetness.

I was happy because this was the client I did a Zoom consultation last June. He sent me this email on the one-year anniversary date of our Zoom call, to express his gratitude. How sweet!

On the other hand, I could relate to the emotional turmoil he felt at that point in his life.

His experience was my past. It also took me a very long time to walk out from my gloominess.

Once, I analysed the Bazi of a very young lady. She was meticulously jotting down notes as I spoke.

Her detailed note-taking skills easily took the top place among my clients.

Halfway through, I noticed her right hand was trembling slightly. I thought it was due to the cold draft from the air conditioning, so I asked if she needed a shawl.

She replied that it was her anxiety disorder acting up.

“I was not fierce or strict with you. What caused your sudden anxiety?”

“I…ever since the pandemic disrupted my plans, I have been in this state of anxiety. I kept feeling useless. All my classmates are progressing expect me. I have nothing to show for and my life is in a mess. I am very anxious. What if I continue to be like this? What am I going to do?”

As she spoke, her eyes turned red and tears started rolling down like a broken strand of pearl necklace scattering onto the ground.

Oh dear! I am beginning to wonder if I have a tear-jerker face or a heart-tormenting voice. Why do my clients, regardless of gender and age, North South or East West, seem to cry easily when they see me?

I grabbed a piece of tissue and handed it to her.

“Ain’t I here already? You came to me for a roadmap and you are very lucky to see me so soon. Look at how precise and neat your notes are! Many of my clients aren’t even on par with you. My job today is to give you answers. If I didn’t have the confidence, I would not have taken up your request. Now that I did, that means there is still hope. If you follow my instructions, you will see things looking up very soon.”

On another occasion, a mother in her forties came to me for her son’s Bazi consultation.

As I was analysing, the mother nodded her head in agreement. The next thing I know, she started weeping loudly.

I turned to look at her husband, who had been silent all along. Did I say something wrong? And hello, your wife was crying. Why weren’t you gentleman enough to give her a tissue paper?

“I am a useless mother. I am incompetent. I do not know how to teach my son well. I love my son very much. But many times, I do not know what to do and thus I flare up at him and speak harshly. I always regret afterwards. I tried enduring but it still ends badly!”

I did not interrupt her and waited for her cries to soften, before speaking gently, “I’m here! I’m already sitting in front of you. You are looking at me now and that means help is here. You know that you are incompetent, so you went looking for solutions. That means you are willing to learn how to be a better mother!”

I handed a piece of tissue and said, “Don’t cry anymore, otherwise, other patrons will think that it’s because I refuse to lend you money.”

Since young, we have been using external possessions to define whether our lives are worth liking.

The family we are born into, our looks, health, body shape, intellect, talents, and then we move on to compare our academics, friendships, career, wealth, marriage and children.

If we are lacking in the area we covet most, we grade our lives as a failure.

I think this is the biggest problem in societal education. Our parents and teachers categorized us that way. Whether we as children are worthy of their love and bragging, depends on the few points above too.

Thus over time, we can only use the term “success” to determine whether we are of value, for some people, whether they should live on to take their next breath.

I very much prefer the definition in Buddhism. We are all Buddhas. Each and every sentient being in the six realms has a Buddha nature in them. But they got lost momentarily and fell into the endless wheel of reincarnation.

Yet, because of our Buddha nature, we have an unlimited source of potential. Every one of us has a very powerful strength inside us. It is just waiting for us to meet an accomplished teacher, so that we have the tools to explore and understand it:

And this strength that we are born with is the capital for us to transform and establish our own destiny.

If life is smooth-sailing, we would never want to leave and would mistake this mortal realm for Pureland. Thus, we all need sufferings, to realise that we should break out of this hell of a place. There has to be a better world somewhere. So how we get there?

We should, in fact, be grateful for all the setbacks and failures we have. Because it is from these sufferings, our wisdom arise:

No single Bazi is perfect. Every failure and lack we experience is the best arrangement for us, so that the heart of renunciation will arise in us and we will return to where we came from.

2021 ARS ELECTRONICA FESTIVAL Garden Taipei/ Formosa
2021 奧地利林茲電子藝術節台灣展區「台北/福爾摩沙花園：島嶼壯遊」
展區 ✨【沉浸之旅】(Immersive Tour )
預告片來囉 ✨ https://youtu.be/6TvpTQIYWaw

VR comes with a memorable immersive experience, making it possible to temporarily tear down the limit of time and space to temporarily let audiences experience the freedom of movement and their desire to explore the world. Therefore, in “Immersive Tour”, as the first part of the “Taiwan Grand Tour”, viewers can wander among the mountains, oceans, and rivers in the digital world, even outer space! Five scenes inspired by unique Taiwanese landscapes with cultural and biological features will be shared with the audiences, such as “The Starry Sand Beach” (Directed by Hsin-Chien Huang and Nina Barbier), “Moondream Reality-Rebirth”(Directed by Chi-Yen Chiang, Ami Wu), the shuttle VR 360 stereo video of “TAIPOWER D/S ONE.” (Directed by Ghung-I Hung and Shih-Chou Wen), “Floating Childhoods” (Directed by Hakka Public Communication Foundation and Wen-Chieh Chang), “Blue Tears EP1” (Directed by Hsiao-Yue Tsao), and “Samsara” (Directed by Hsin-Chien Huang). A link for a time-limited experience and viewing of this program will be available.

VR具有沉浸式的特殊體驗，暫時抽離時間與空間的限制，讓我們重新感受到行動的自由，以及探索世界的渴望，因此在「沉浸之旅」的展區中，作為「島嶼壯遊」的第一步，觀者可以遊走於數位世界裡面的山、海、河，甚至延伸到外太空！我們將為觀眾分享六件富有台灣獨特地景、生物以及文化元素的作品，分別為 《星砂》：Nina Barbier/黃心健、《夢境現實:帝江化生》：江其諺/吳文琪、《台電電幻1號所穿梭VR 360》：洪仲儀/温世州、《浮光童夢》：張文杰/客家公共傳播基金會、《藍眼淚Ep.1》：曹筱玥、《輪迴》：黃心健。

⭐️ 明日 9/7(二) 將舉辦「奧地利電子藝術節台北福爾摩沙花園」開幕記者會線上直播（10:00~11:00），進到活動頁面按下 #參加，直播時就會有通知囉😎😎😎 https://www.facebook.com/events/692257535064255?ref=newsfeed

✨線上展覽時間為2021年9月8日至12日！ 敬請期待🤩🤩🤩

✔️【食壤計畫】展區介紹 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nl80hcdI_jY
✔️台北/福爾摩沙花園:島嶼壯遊預告片
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opZLSEh_L14
✔️奧地利電子藝術節大會花園 https://ars.electronica.art/new....../de/formosa-grand-tour/
✔️台北/福爾摩沙花園:島嶼壯遊 專區 http://garden2021.metarealitylab.com/

#奧地利林茲電子藝術節
​#arselectronica21 #gardentaipeiformosa

是水，或是眼淚？

帶毛毛眼淚回家 >> https://store.dustykid.net/collections/2020-4/products/tear-plush-doll

眼淚是個貼心的密友，有時他被誤會是軟弱的，
但他最了解你為了什麼會趟淚，
為了什麼而感動，有傷心的時候；也有笑至流出眼淚的時候。

身高 : 11cm
體重：50g
材質：軟綿綿

歡迎光臨~我是樂筆！

前陣子因為疫情關係買了Netflix。

但為了避免自己過太廢，所以規定自己只能看十集以內的劇，免得因為看劇變成一灘爛泥耽誤生活(當然已經破戒這只是安慰自己……)。這次跟大家分享的《火神的眼淚》與《我是遺物整理師》分別是台灣、韓國2021年5月同期推出的職人劇，都是十分滿分的十集劇喔！

兩部劇都是從「大眾不熟悉甚至有很多誤解的職業」切入，進而帶出複雜、值得深思的社會議題。

很多時候，我若只站在自己的角度去思考、只相信眼睛看到的，很容易被現象界蒙蔽，試著把眼睛閉起來，學會「用心」去溝通、傾聽，那麼人與人的心就會更靠近。

世界好複雜，但我們永遠可以選擇多一點真誠、尊重與擁抱！歡迎帶包衛生紙，一起來了解這兩部賺人熱淚的好劇吧！

Welcome to Sunlight~
Recently, I subscribed to Netflix due to Level 3 COVID-19 alert.
To avoid becoming a couch potato, I restrict myself to watch dramas which are within 10 episodes, or I'll waste too much time in them(Of course I break the rule so it's only for comforting myself......).
Topic today, "Tears on Fire" and "Move to Heaven" are Taiwanese and Korean drama of craftsmen, respectively, released in May, 2021.
They're ten out of ten, with 10 episodes!
The two dramas draw on occupation that the public is unfamilliar with or even misunderstands, and then bring out some social issues.
Most of the time, if I don't think in a different light and only believe visible things, I'll be blinded by material universe.
Try to close your eyes, and use your heart to communicate and listen to others, so that our hearts can be closer.
The world is not simple, but we can always be sincere, respectful and embrace everyone's differences more!
Prepare a box of tissues, and watch the two tear-jerker dramas!

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Apple Podcast、KKBOX、Spotify 🔍歡迎光臨
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剪接師 Sound Editor：Papa.H
翻譯 Translator：Youli

2021/06/24（生命超自然現象紀實）
當我們對全世界的願力已經完成時，
如果你是太陽，
神會送一個月亮給你，
替你補全先天沒有的頻率。

「遠古日月重置術」（佚失情感記憶全部回復術) /.王大喜（Rasta Wang)

*相關超自然現象紀實：
猶太人左屁股內的黑蛇：
https://youtu.be/ESh__Oxb3VM
聲音透過光及玻璃杯頻率改變集體能量：
https://youtu.be/_TMmVh_3yu8

*此生命紀實於：
在邁阿密泳池岸，替一位猶太癲癇者拉出體內的黑蛇丟進泳池後，大家不可置信，此時我已經虛脫，跪在泳池邊，看著天，此時有一顆流星畫過，我默默的許了一個願，”請讓對於感情上執著的門全部關上吧！我好無聊！我的生命已經感到完成，可否送一個人給我陪陪我，說說話？”
此時一個男性走來”I saw It! Make a wish!”
於是投了一個硬幣在池中..
隔天，我碰到他！
琦夢的故事，是真的..。
我很清楚知道我的故事，到目前為止，已經不會有人相信了..。
/.王大喜（Rasta Wang)

*Yellowstix previous Apple Music page:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/plan-of-god/1554154548

2021/06/24 (documentary on the supernatural phenomena of life)
When our aspiration to the world has been fulfilled,
If you are the sun,
God will send you a moon,
Fill you up for frequencies that you don’t have innately.

*This life documentary is based on:
On the shore of the Miami pool, after pulling out the black snake from the body of a Jewish epileptic and throwing it into the pool, everyone couldn’t believe it. At this moment, I was collapsed. I was kneeling by the pool and looking at the sky. Silently made a wish, "Please close all the doors to emotional attachment! I'm so bored! My life is complete, can you send someone to accompany me and talk to me?"
At this time a man came to "I saw It! Make a wish!"
So dropped a coin in the pool...
The next day, I ran into him!
The story of “Dream Lo” is true...
I know my story very well, so far no one will believe it...
/.Rasta Wang (王大喜)

*註、今日章節、
「神要擦去他們一切的眼淚；不再有死亡，也不再有悲哀、哭號、疼痛，因為以前的事都過去了。」」
‭‭啟示錄‬ ‭21:4‬ ‭CUNP-神‬‬
*Today’s Daily meditation note:
「He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”」
‭‭Revelation‬ ‭21:4‬ ‭ESV‬‬


(本台已被紅標，所有廣告被迫下架，因此所有視頻是沒有收入的，原初做影片動機也不是為了收入或觀眾量，重要訊息可以多分享，另外保護自己，尊重原創及智慧資產，請勿將視頻與其他通靈訊息或評論性頻道同時收藏於同一個檔案夾避免觀眾混淆的不良反應）

（目前專注於療癒及生命紀實、創作，恢復線上諮詢及捐款，麻煩名字Wang Ta Hsi務必不要打錯，避免卡在銀行，且多付40美元的退費，如需手術請至以下官網詳閱。☀️🙏)

資訊如下
台幣帳號：
戶名：王大囍（Wang Ta Hsi)
銀行代號：808
銀行名稱：玉山銀行內湖分行
帳號：0462968127363

台幣帳號：
銀行代號：048
銀行名稱：王道銀行
帳戶名稱：王大囍(Wang Ta Hsi)
帳號：01000115473288

美元帳號：
戶名：王大囍(Wang Ta Hsi)
E.SUN Multi-Currency Deposit
存戶帳號：0015879086033

Dream Walker™: RastaWang.com
（夢行者,™，醒夢人）

2021/06/24（生命超自然現象紀實）
當我們對全世界的願力已經完成時，
如果你是太陽，
神會送一個月亮給你，
替你補全先天沒有的頻率。

「遠古日月重置術」（佚失情感記憶全部回復術) /.王大喜（Rasta Wang)

*相關超自然現象紀實：
猶太人左屁股內的黑蛇：
https://youtu.be/ESh__Oxb3VM
聲音透過光及玻璃杯頻率改變集體能量：
https://youtu.be/_TMmVh_3yu8

*此生命紀實於：
在邁阿密泳池岸，替一位猶太癲癇者拉出體內的黑蛇丟進泳池後，大家不可置信，此時我已經虛脫，跪在泳池邊，看著天，此時有一顆流星畫過，我默默的許了一個願，”請讓對於感情上執著的門全部關上吧！我好無聊！我的生命已經感到完成，可否送一個人給我陪陪我，說說話？”
此時一個男性走來”I saw It! Make a wish!”
於是投了一個硬幣在池中..
隔天，我碰到他！
琦夢的故事，是真的..。
我很清楚知道我的故事，到目前為止，已經不會有人相信了..。
/.王大喜（Rasta Wang)

*Yellowstix previous Apple Music page:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/plan-of-god/1554154548

2021/06/24 (documentary on the supernatural phenomena of life)
When our aspiration to the world has been fulfilled,
If you are the sun,
God will send you a moon,
Fill you up for frequencies that you don’t have innately.

*This life documentary is based on:
On the shore of the Miami pool, after pulling out the black snake from the body of a Jewish epileptic and throwing it into the pool, everyone couldn’t believe it. At this moment, I was collapsed. I was kneeling by the pool and looking at the sky. Silently made a wish, "Please close all the doors to emotional attachment! I'm so bored! My life is complete, can you send someone to accompany me and talk to me?"
At this time a man came to "I saw It! Make a wish!"
So dropped a coin in the pool...
The next day, I ran into him!
The story of “Dream Lo” is true...
I know my story very well, so far no one will believe it...
/.Rasta Wang (王大喜)

*註、今日章節、
「神要擦去他們一切的眼淚；不再有死亡，也不再有悲哀、哭號、疼痛，因為以前的事都過去了。」」
‭‭啟示錄‬ ‭21:4‬ ‭CUNP-神‬‬
*Today’s Daily meditation note:
「He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death shall be no more, neither shall there be mourning, nor crying, nor pain anymore, for the former things have passed away.”」
‭‭Revelation‬ ‭21:4‬ ‭ESV‬‬


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