Pada malam Jumaat penuh baroqah ini, disaat ini tepat setahun yang lalu dunia ku bertukar menjadi gelap gulita. Hilang segala keceriaan, harapan, fokus penyeri hidup, kunci pintu syurgaku. Terasa betul2 kehilangan arah & tujuan hidup. Segala punca kebahagiaan hilang tiba2. JIWA TERASA TURUT MATI!

Disaat itu, kalaulah dapat ditukar tempat dengan arwah Ma saya yg teramat saya cintai & sanjungi, saya rela tanpa secalit pun rasa ragu. Jika ada cara utk menebusnya, saya rela kehilangan kesemua yg saya ada. Pedih, perit, keliru, kosong serta rindu yang tiada bernoktah terasa bagai tak tertanggung.

Selama 18+ tahun arwah Ma saya bela bermula seusai pengajian & mula bekerja...dari badannya masih kuat hinggalah uzur dimamah usia, saya tidak pernah jemu cuba membahagiakan & merawatnya. Pelbagai pengalaman keluar-masuk hospital kami lalui bersama. Lelahnya tidak pernah dirasakan kerana kasih sayang abadi pada seorang ibu.

Ma langsung tidak cerewet. Apa saja yang dihidangkan, itulah yang dia nikmati tanpa merungut. Ma tidak pernah meminta apa2, waima sehelai kain batik sekalipun. Dia begitu mudah untuk disayangi & dijaga. She adored me as much I adored her. Her love was totally honest & unconditional. Her selflessness extended beyond family members. Dia akan dulukan orang lain, tidak pernah kisah kalau tiada bahagiannya yang tinggal. She also loved cats & other animals.

She didn’t have much but she had the courage, pure determination, dedication. Most importantly her love for me was unconditional. Although raising me up as a single mother wasn’t a walk in the park, she had never once complained. All my wishes were fulfilled, regardless. It was overwhelming which I truly enjoyed, recripocated & cherished till the end.

Musibah kehilangan my dearest Queen I fondly called ‘Ma’ yg saya alami telah tertulis di Luh Mahfuz & tiada apa yg dapat mengubahnya waima sesaat pun. Itu kehendak & ketentuanNya ...saya sedari & saya redha. Allahuakhbar!

Saya mohon anda semua sedekahkan Al-Fatihah utk Ma di sana.

Ma, Awang rindukan Ma sangat2 💚💚💚

‎اِنَّالِلَه وَاِنَّااِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُوْنَ ۞ اَللَّهُمَّ اغْفِرْ لَهُا وَارْحَمْهُا وَعَافِهِا وَاعْفُ عَنْهُا ۞

‎بِسْــــــــمِ اٌللَّهِ اٌلرَّحْمَنِ اٌلرَّحِيْـــــــــمِِ ۞
اَلْحَمْدُ ِللهِ رَبِّ العَالَمِينَ ۞ الرَّحْمَنِالرَّحِيمِ ۞ مَالِكِ يَوْمِ الدِّينِ ۞ إيَّاكَ نَعْبُدُ وإيَّاكَ نَسْتَعِينُ ۞ اِهْدِنَا الصِّراطَ الْمُسْتَقِيمَ ۞ صِرَاطَ الَّذِينَ أنْعَمْتَ عَلَيْهِمْ غَيْرِ الْمَغْضُوبِ عَلَيْهِمْ وَلاَ الضَّالِّيِنَ.. آمِّين

My precious little one, happy birthday! This 1st year flew by in a blink of an eye! For someone who worries about everything & needing to plan everything to the dot, it’s a huge challenge; cuz raising a child is a mix of unpredictability, surprises, worry, bliss, multitasking, selflessness & so much more. I never knew how out of control / absent minded I could feel, because of the overwhelming amount of new things/tasks happening every day. But, you have taught me sooo much BB. Learning how to let go, worry less & be present! Thank you for giving me a whole new perspective in life and bringing us the kind of happiness we never could have imagined. I love you sooo much. Please continue to be cheeky & curious, stay healthy & strong, and most importantly be a happy & loving boy.

Last but not least, I’d like to give special thanks to Paul, Lola & Maureen for your unconditional love & dedicated support in raising Amias, I don’t know how I could have made it without any of you! ❤️❤️ So blessed 🙏🏼

📷 @bincphotography
P.S. loveee the photos Denice, they’re so so so pretty my talented friend 💙🤍💙🤍

#AmiasHappy1stBirthday #Amias1yearOld #AmiasMilestone

People always ask me “how do you handle 2 kids, work, maintain a good rs with your husband, have a social life and take care of your own well being at the same time?” My answer is... I DON’T 😂 I don’t always have it all together, even if it seems like I do.

Becoming a mom at 21 was never part of my plan, and the younger Naomi would’ve never imagined herself becoming a mom of two by 25.

There were definitely days when I miss my life before the kids (i think it’s completely normal & okay to feel this way) and days I just wanna stay in the shower a little longer so I can avoid playing fight with my 3 year old toddler lol

I miss hanging out late without having to go on the baby monitor every 5 mins to check on the kids/frantically looking at the time on my phone’s screen and calculating how many hours of sleep I’d be left with if I stayed out for a little longer, I miss going wherever I want and doing whatever I like without worrying about pumping/sleep/school/feeding schedules, I miss not worrying.

But are u f kidding me? Did I go through 2 x 10 months of pregnancy just to tell you I wanna be alone and go back to my old life? Shut up. 😂

I do miss my life before the kids, but you know what I’ll miss more? I’ll miss feeling this way one day when my kids are no longer kids anymore. Just like they always say, “the days are long but the years are short.” So I’ll hug them a little tighter and carry them a little longer while I can, because these will be moments I’ll miss the most.

Motherhood has given me a combination of my worst days and my best days - it has taught me about unconditional love, selflessness, patience, compassion, resilience, failure, pain, happiness and more things about myself I never knew before.

I’m who I am today because of them and I’ll never trade my beautiful children for anything else in the world.

Being a mom isn’t an easy job, so thank you every mama out there for your love, support and guidance! Today, we celebrate US. Happy Mother’s Day ❤️

Kyrie Irving on Nets: "We're very special individually, but the selflessness really makes the difference."

“自愛”看似簡單
但確是我們一直不敢面對的鏡子
尋找能夠珍惜以及愛惜自己的理由
是需要極大的勇氣
要能夠接受自己的不足
並且看清自己的弱點與惡魔的同時
還需能夠接受自己...

這次透過 @samsmith 的 #lovegoes 啟發了我在人生的一個領悟
我也希望透過這次與 @visualgaze 的創意發想與我個人演唱風格
來傳達超越傳統愛情故事的刻板印象

幫助那些不被重視的聲音...
“該如何珍愛自己”
希望大家這次能夠花點時間
來好好沈澱並且體驗這次的創作

雖然是首 #coversong 但卻充滿著含義與思想
接受自己的好與壞
並且認識自己的美麗與醜陋

Self love can be beautiful effortless but also tragic. It’s the journey of self discovery and self actualization; accepting the ugly and uncomfortable and embracing the beauty and power of You.

This depiction of Love goes a song by Labrith and Sam smith takes on a very unusual and dark tone. As an artist I think it is important to portray the story of the voiceless. It is this selflessness that gives life and continuity to our universal art and existence.
Break free from those numbing additions and journey with me.

Lose and rediscover yourself.
The good and the bad.
The beauty and the ugly.

#Keril #Keril韋喆 #聲林之王2 #samsmith #lovegoes #coversong #creativity #creativeconcept #aritist #singer #producer #experimental #unorthodox #donotimitate #不宜模仿 #純屬創作 #非真實事件 #selflove #selfhelp #helpyourself

Videography/ Directing/Editing
Visual Gaze
https://youtube.com/channel/UCBxzeFUsUXCdJQkbrjHLJ3Q

Director : Tom Chen
Lights/Grapher : Tom Chen
Scripter/Editor: Stephanie Chen

Music ：Keril 韋喆
Vocal：Keril韋喆

This is a song for those who gave their best in life, from our hearts to yours...
#ZCHEN2021

Come and Go
词曲：进文

In the sun In the storm In the toughest days we are
In the suit In the sweat In the dangerous place we stand
We stand there for you Whatever you do
Tell me when you're in pain I'll take care for you
Is all I can do


Here you come There you go You may not know who we are
All the strives sacrifices All the silent tears that we hide
We stay here for you Whatever you do
I know that you're in pain My best is for you
All that I can do

Dalada dalada

Here you come There you go You have all my best wishes
You'll be fine You'll be safe You will serve each others
With love and selflessness Just like how we stand for you
If anyone in pain and come to you
And you know that you will do

你来了 你走了
华文词：进文，朝屏，智成

迎着风 迎着沙 迎着烈日的煎熬
披着汗 顶着累 在这风险中的我们
在为你守候 不问你来处
告诉我你的痛 我为你分担
我尽我所有

你来了 你走了 来不及问谁为你
牺牲过 付出过 所有泪水静静隐藏
我为你守候 不问你来处
我明白你的痛 我为你分担
我尽我所有

你来了 你走了 我给你最深的祝福
你会笑 会幸福 你也学会为人付出
用无私的爱 把自己献出
分担别人的痛 不分你我
你会 义无反顾

吉他/和聲： 進文
mix:立偉
additional mix and mastering：韋汐