- 1030 〔兩性關係〕絲 28 - 唔食芫茜所以分手 - 我本身以為同佢可以行到最後 但呢個信念居然會比「芫茜」破壞左 我到而家都唔明，點解會發生d 咁ridiculous 嘅事 - 事源係一餐普通家庭飯局上，一行6 人 因為防疫措施所以分開左兩張枱坐，我同男朋友加佢阿妹一枱 餐廳係先上雞煲，食完再另外出一個鍋打邊爐嘅 - 我係完全唔食芫茜 連入面有少少芫茜味都受唔到（明嘅人自然會明果種感覺） 雞煲上左場，上面有好多生芫茜鋪係面 我同男朋友已經即刻快快手想夾起d 生嘅芫茜 但佢阿妹就話芫茜都要煮下先食得架喎 然後男朋友就將岩岩夾起嘅所有芫茜放返入雞煲度煮 佢話︰「咁我集中放埋係一邊煮啦。」 我睇到眼都突埋，因為無論你將d 芫茜放係邊度煮 煲雞都係會有芫茜味架喎 唔會因為你放係右邊，左邊嘅雞就會冇芫茜味架 我即刻面有難色，心諗點樣食呀？ 同枱得我一個係唔食芫茜嘅，咁又冇理由叫佢兩個就我 我唯有淨係食個頭盤魚生刺身，唔食個雞煲 因為佢哋食完個雞煲，會換過個新嘅煲黎打邊爐 咁我都可以專攻個邊爐 - 雞煲煮熟左之後，我男朋友就叫我食 我話我唔食，因為有芫茜，我食唔到 佢好大聲咁鬧︰「食唔到有芫茜味架！唉diu，你唔食你走呀！ 走呀！以後唔好聯絡呀！」 我話︰「你係咪痴左線呀？ 我都冇要求換過個煲，我唔食咪你地食囉！做咩要逼我食？」 佢話︰「走呀！你唔食就走啦！ 我會pack 返曬所有野比你，唔好再聯絡啦！」 與此同時，我見到佢阿妹笑住咁dup 低頭食野 一邊係鬧緊，一邊係恥笑緊呢場大龍鳳 我唔知自己點解會繼續坐係度冇走到 我當時所有野都放左係佢車度，兩手fing fing 咁去食飯 如果要走，我都唔知點返屋企 佢鬧到我淨係識喊，佢無非都係想我食 咁我咪夾黎食，而每食一啖都好想嘔！ 坐隔離枱果3 個屋企人，見到呢個情景都無動於衷 冇人覺得呢件事係 on9，亦都冇人理過我 有一刻連我都懷疑自己唔食芫茜係咪一個錯黎 - 自此之後，我地就冇再聯絡 以我對佢嘅了解，佢唔會覺得自己有錯/ 當下嘅行為係有問題 事後，我檢視返成件事，嘗試諗好多解釋 可能當下佢鬼上身，可能佢太衝動，可能我黑佢面，唔食係等於落佢面... 但無論咩解釋都好，回到現實，我都係接受唔到佢嘅行為 我到而家都唔敢同身邊嘅人講，我分手係因為芫茜而引起嘅問題 但同時我都驚因為我收埋自己，覺得冇人明白自己而令到抑鬱復發... #SorryFor1999 #純發洩 #真人真事

So I’ve been playing the Binding of Isaac - Rebirth for quite awhile now. Most of my runs have been the same, I’ll try to get Restock in the shop (with D6 Isaac) and then buy all the best items in the game item pool (to have shop stock non shop items, buy Chaos then REROLL) Well this is probably one of my favorite runs as even after a few years and hundreds (I play it so much I think it might be around 5 or 600 hours) I have discovered something new, this video is Isaac carrying Blank Card and using the card “A Card Against Humanity” which fills up the entire room with poops. However, I think I maxed my luck so all the poops I made were gold poops which when destroyed drops a bunch of coins (and sacks if you get the Sack item in the shop), there is such a ridiculous amount of coins, cards, keys and bombs that Isaac keeps getting pushed out of the room. CHAOS! and the giant blocks of color moving across the screen are his tears, they are bigger than the room. #thebindingofisaac #acardagainsthumanity #poops #thebindingofisaacrebirth

Brutal honesty: I said to the audience at @chika.mag event that if I had been in that same room with a whole bunch of amazing looking women years ago, I would probably have freaked out 🙊 Why? The standard of beauty I had set upon myself was ridiculous, unrealistic and years of comparing myself to other bodies did more harm than good for me and how I held myself in relationships. I would’ve been too busy being self-conscious and intimidated to actually enjoy the event. The theme of the panel was “Beauty Standards” with excellent questions posed by founder and moderator @pearll_y Questions are BEAUTIFUL. If we want to have more beautiful conversations, we gotta practice asking better-serving questions. Every single one of us contribute to the collective standard of beauty. It either stings ya now or it comes back to bite you in the booty. Something has “trivial” as … “You’re so skinny now, you look great! Have you been on a diet?”… —> tells the receiver of that “innocent” question that “skinny” equals “looking good” and ties in to “must diet” Is this really the world we want to continue creating for our daughters and sons? Pearl invited each of us on the panel @strongerwstell @maisiekwong to share a closing thought. I love that, and Stella & Maisie shared beautifully. My share comes from the place of How Do You Want To Lead Your Life with the remaining time you think you have? #BorderlineMorbid 😅 Stay caught up with “society’s expectations” set by God-knows-who at the cost of fulfilment? Pursue ways to help the ones less fortunate authentically (not for clout)? Daring to dream big & actualize then because that courage inspires those who never thought they could? For me, it’s forever evolving and accepting the changes. My body will continue to change along with my mind and soul, what a privilege to age and share time with chosen people. Adaptability- that’s the beauty standard I respect. … ___________________________________________________ Fill this in for you. You can choose to share or not share, it doesn’t mean any less 💓 Mad props to what @pearll_y @chika.mag is doing and her direction 🌟