中歐的凌晨是最孤單的，本地的朋友睡了，香港的朋友未起床。住了八年多，經過了無數這種夜晚。以前住森林旁邊，晚上四處漆黑，惟見月照時，才發現月亮其實很光。做了廿年的都市人，第一次發現月光到可以用來看書。當年也是首次覺得，小學雞時就開始背到爛的《靜夜思》，一點也不老套，每句都是心聲，也開始明白為何前人看月就會思鄉。

身在歐洲，和香港的親人，連千里共嬋娟也不一定能做到，時差啊。

（圖無關，是time dilation in general relativity，不過我是很毒的科學家所以硬要找些nerdy的圖。）

7/19是Queen的吉他手Brian May的生日， 今天滿74歲的壽星除了是位非常傑出的音樂家，這位畢業於Imperial College London的學者在學術界的成就也是令人敬重，身為天體物理學博士的他論文就是針對黃道塵的運行方向和行星繞行太陽的方向進行研究，Brian May對寓教於樂(這裡要念ㄩㄝˋ可能更貼切，因為我指的是音樂)很有使命感，這首由他創作收錄在A Night At The Opera中的39就是很好的跨界融合的範例

歌詞的背景是敘述因為地球宜人居的地方越來越少，勇敢的志願者為人類找尋能移民之星球而向太空探險，沒有煽情的依依不捨，不過淡淡憂傷的旋律依然述說著淒美，這是相對論中時間擴張(Time Dilation)的理論，於Year 39出發的探險隊回來後時地球已經過了百年的時間，在這人事全非的時空，只能在孫子的眼裏追溯並懷念愛人的神采。

狹義相對論指出，運動速度越快的物體，它的時間就過得越慢。這是相對於靜止的物體而言，移動較快的物體相較於移動較慢者，時間過得比較慢，對人而言就是比較不易變老。時間的計算公式大家用Google就找的到，只是這麼抽象的概念是不是用唱的比較能雅俗共賞? 而且歌詞還這麼不艱深喔

#英國研究 就是威

https://youtu.be/kE8kGMfXaFU

𝘽𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙙, 𝙎𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙏𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙨 🩸💦💧

To express without baby’s latch is really challenging. But I’m grateful to those who shared their tips, videos, and one particular nurse (Fazilah) in NICU who is taking care of our lil sweetheart. I wanted to have the lactation nurse to watch (me) if I’m doing it right bcs I wasn’t been able to yield excellent volume according to baby’s needs. But bcs the PIC was off, Fazilah agreed to help. She shared with me the technique and what works for her and most importantly, it’s very relaxing and not painful at all. ❤️

Initially I thought I was going to miss this chance (to harvest the colostrum) since baby was not with me and I wasn’t performing up to expectation. When I asked for guidance from the lactation nurse in my ward, all I rmber was how hard she squeeze my nipples n I was alr on the verge of crying. 😭 She told me this is the way to do and that’s the pain level I need to meet. 😵‍💫😵🤯🤬🥵😡 So I just did exactly what she said and for the first few days of “stimulation exercise”, I was in so much pain n misery. 🙇🏻‍♀️ It was hell of a torture 🧨💣🔪💥🔥and it makes me wonder why do mothers have to go through such suffering when the body were still recovering from the horrific labor pain; mentally and physically 🤒
But really, thanks God for sending us Fazilah just when we need it the most ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🩹💓

Bae visits the hospital daily. Already very popular among the guards and NICU staff 😅 He was always there to bring me things I need (and don’t need eg: sinful snacks) to make sure I have a pleasant stay. 🥰 He’ll push me on wheelchair all the way from my ward to baby’s at NICU. And we’ll both spend our quality time with our lil sweetheart 👶🏻. And you’re right, I don’t rmber the pain anymore when I see her, but if u ask if I’m ready for No.2, I can firmly tell you, I AM NOT LAH 😅😂🤣

I was ideally, expecting for natural birth VAB so I don’t risk for any complications or them touching my existing scars but 𝙄𝙏 𝘿𝙄𝘿𝙉’𝙏 𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙋𝙀𝙉.. CSEC on my midline scar with 100% epidural 💢

I was ideally, expecting for 10cm dilation, so I practiced an active lifestyle throughout pregnancy with hiking, swimming and walking but 𝙄𝙏 𝘿𝙄𝘿𝙉’𝙏 𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙋𝙀𝙉.. I have to endure 6 hours of contraction pain and labor still did not happen, hence, emergency C - SEC 🆘

I was ideally, expecting ok maybe if it end up with CSEC, it’ll be a fast and smooth surgery like cancer days and just recuperate at home for 2 weeks and I’ll be back on my feet again but 𝙄𝙏 𝘿𝙄𝘿𝙉’𝙏 𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙋𝙀𝙉.. I end up have to be readmitted due to infection and inflammation on my incision with on/off fever and was constantly in severe pain despite being prescribed pain killer 💊

I was ideally, expecting baby will be home with me right after birth but 𝙄𝙏 𝘿𝙄𝘿𝙉’𝙏 𝙃𝘼𝙋𝙋𝙀𝙉.. little did I expect, she’ll be admitted to NICU for Congenital Pneumonia and Jaundice (this is well aware bcs both of us are O+) 🩸

Yes, as I’m writing this, I’m back in the hospital (again) but feeling much better; 𝒃𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒓 not because of the 100 positive things that has happened. ⚠️ 𝘽𝙪𝙩 𝙗𝙘𝙨 𝙤𝙛 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙊𝙉𝙀 𝙥𝙤𝙨𝙞𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙥𝙥𝙚𝙣 𝙙𝙚𝙨𝙥𝙞𝙩𝙚 99 𝙣𝙚𝙜𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙩𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙨 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙪𝙞𝙣 𝙞𝙩. ㊗️ This time, I’m referring to my colostrum harvesting! They’re all hand express 😜 I am not born strong but I choose to learn on how to be one. I know how tough pregnancy n motherhood journey can be but I choose to ride on it bcs that’s exactly what I wanted. 𝙄’𝙢 𝙛𝙞𝙣𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙮 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙖 𝙛𝙖𝙢𝙞𝙡𝙮. 👨‍👩‍👦 It’s definitely tough, and sometimes one might feels like giving up but I’m thankful n grateful to have a very supportive n understanding husband and fam. It makes the journey less lonely and more encouraging ❤️

Now I understand why we need to 𝙘𝙚𝙡𝙚𝙗𝙧𝙖𝙩𝙚 𝙈𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧’𝙨 𝘿𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙥𝙧𝙚𝙢𝙞𝙪𝙢 𝙗𝙪𝙧𝙜𝙚𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙧𝙤𝙩𝙞 𝙠𝙤𝙨𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙁𝙖𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧’𝙨 𝘿𝙖𝙮 😂😂😂

P/S: Baby and Mummy will continue to be admitted until further notice 🚸

#breastfeedingjourney #pregnancyjourney #jennslifeaftercancer #spreadlovecreatehope #babydiverinthemaking #cancersurvivor #ovariancancer #stage3

你知道在北美沙漠的深處，
有個每年只出現在地球十天的虛幻城市嗎？

在一級玩家的旅遊清單裡，
你一定可以找到這個城的名字：「黑石市」，
也是三十五年以來，火人祭所舉辦的荒漠之都。

為什麼在這個沒水、沒電也沒有食物，
連錢在這裡都跟廢紙一樣，
而且隨時隨地都有沙塵暴發生的惡劣環境，
卻讓去過的每一個人都魂牽夢縈，
成為了每年都要排除萬難再次造訪
卻總是一票難求的「故鄉」？

來吧，跟我們一起駕車到北美探險，
或許在心中的疑惑可以從中得到解答。



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