Here I go again😅
上個post未講到，離開TVB之後，as a backup plan，我喺中大收讀Sustainable & Environmental Design建築碩士學位，同時間亦喺一間建築公司實習。重返校園內心都有掙扎，因為主修建築嘅人都知道呢一科係好金，but you gotta do what you need to do。我讀得都算幾好成績，但係事隔10 年要重新pick up絕對有困難。

我喺HKTV嘅的經歷係好滿足，係我演藝生涯中，第一次真正得到作為artist需要嘅照顧。見返好多TVB 台前幕後並肩作戰嘅舊同事，亦被安排做男一，一套劇接一套，而第一套劇嘅對手係影帝影后。過到新環境，有監製話喺舊公司好想同我合作，都覺得我可造性高。台前幕後都有好多溝通，個感覺係大家都有一團火，想創新同製作高質素嘅節目俾大家睇。因為咁我嘅演技有機會突破， it sharpened my skills, and definitely reignited my passion. 不過開心嘅時間過得好快，眨下眼就兩年，跟住大家都知道發生乜嘢事啦。 坦白講，呢次嘅感覺係由更高嘅位一腳𨅝咗落嚟，不過係我自己嘅選擇，因為加入HKTV時都知道會有呢個可能性，所以繼續向前行，無諗過返轉頭。

我決定要靠自己向外發展，向幕後製作埋手，因為呢一個係我鍾意做戲之外，入行嘅初心。起初係圈內朋友介紹由低做起，慢慢身邊有好多伯樂睇到我嘅潛質，鼓勵我開自己公司 - 製作廣告，event，電影。一開公司就已經接到幾個國際性嘅大型廣告同events，但壓力好大，因為我真係零back up。幾經辛苦終於搵到自己嘅世界，生存嘅空間。

試過接到國際品牌幾百萬嘅event 喺海外舉行，單人去開會。原先係同另一間香港製作公司一齊合作，心態係希望謙虛迎接新嘅挑戰，但第一次見面已經感覺好有敵意，因為對方可能覺得我搶生意。開完會諗住會有緊密合作，所以同對方進一步傾計了解， 但對方無緣無故話自己本來做電影行業但無做係因為「你老豆喺呢行」。估唔到離開香港，喺唔同範疇工作，都可以聽到呢種咁ridiculous嘅說話。係咪大家都以為我無咗老豆唔得？為咗big picture，唔希望又再次因為人士複雜而影響我團隊嘅努力，所以我同客戶提出獨自製作呢個event。

Business trip完成後，我同Camille同團隊分享都覺得好愕然，講都冇人信。當時只係女朋友嘅Camille知道當時我好需要人手，就辭職加入公司，付出所有做好呢個project，嗰次贏盡口碑。之後同我地合作過嘅每一位客戶，至今仍然係好朋友。我地嘅motto係將心比己，關係用錢都買唔到，it’s not always about the money。亦學識一定要放下身段，要生存就要豁出去。

曠闊咗視野同人事圈子，心態亦成熟咗，所以毫無保留介紹唔同嘅人去唔同嘅崗位，而佢哋喺呢行都做得唔錯，因為我了解呢一行係好需要其他人嘅扶持。

近呢兩年，有機會參與多咗幕前嘅工作，拍「男排女將」係HKTV拍「四年B班」嘅舊同事推薦我飾演黃金sir呢個角色。我亦好認真去做足功課，感恩大家對黃金sir嘅愛護。開頭有啲緊張，因為好耐無拍劇，希望自己可以發揮得好，希望可以為團隊同拍檔add value。因為呢幾年幕後嘅工作，自然反應係要照顧大家，所以同台前幕後嘅團隊，尤其係一班年輕人都傾得好投契。

Life is a marathon, I’m still giving my all to my career and this industry. 感謝大家對我嘅付出，感恩入行18年真心對待我嘅人。曾經傷害過我，當面多次say no 嘅人，我都要多謝佢地，因為我學識自愛、自強。呢一行嘅路真係非常之難，無論你來自任何嘅背景，成功唔係必然，都要付出好大嘅努力同堅持。
You must maintain a very balanced mental state and stay sane. I truly appreciate all the ups and downs in my life. I will keep striving. And may God continue to be my guidance, allowing me to persevere and protect the people I love with His love ❤️

【12港人家屬聲明：立即回應家屬訴求】

12港人被送中至今已 53日，家屬仍未收到絲毫音訊。10月13日，其中一人的家屬委託的律師盧思位獲鹽田公安分局通知，稱被捕者已委託兩名律師，但拒絕向家屬披露律師身份。特首林鄭月娥北上會見國家主席習近平，若林鄭真的視自己為香港人的特首，斷無置 12港人生死安危於不顧之理，為港人發聲，林鄭政府責無旁貸。我們要求林鄭月娥當面向習近平反映 12港人遭受秘密關押之不法待遇，並直接向深圳有關部門施壓，查問並公開 12港人目前的狀況，以及「官派律師」的資料。

中國當局一再以不同藉口，拒絕家屬委託律師面見當事人，如今更強行指派「官派律師」予 12港人，我們至今仍無從得知律師名字，無法查問到 12港人的任何消息。我們相信，香港政府必定有渠道得知 12港人被強迫接受的律師人選，港府務必將此訊息向家屬及社會公開。

12港人被送中秘密關押一案，不僅攸關全香港社會的公眾利益，亦已成為國際曯目的人權事件，中國既以大國自居，以「陽光司法」為傲，何以對 12港人的案件一直左閃右避，不敢向港人及國際交代？目前，國際所見到的，只有中國的不公義與黑獄。

中方應藉此機會向世界展示其「陽光司法」有幾公平公正，而非繼續對被捕港人施以不人道對待，令中國司法體系的聲譽在國際上進一步受創。

12港人家屬要求林鄭向習近平及深圳當局，當面反映訴求，並回應家屬要求如下：

一、公佈12港人的官派律師名單

二、公開雷達記錄，交代警方在事件中的角色

三、香港政府官員現身，直接面對 12港人家屬

香港政府一再以謊言敷衍家屬及公眾、借「司法管轄權」為藉口迴避、推卸責任、12港人的家屬不會放棄追尋真相，及爭取 12港人盡快回港。思及 12港人現時極可能面對的酷刑及不人道的折磨，家屬萬分痛心，但始終為心繫香港、將香港置於自身安危之上的 12港人而驕傲，亦堅信 12港人會在囹圄內繼續堅持，直到重踏故土之日。

被秘密關押港人的家屬
2020年10月14日

[Oct 14: Statement by the families of the 12 Hongkongers: Demand for immediate response]

It has been 53 days since the 12 Hongkongers were sent to China, yet no news has been received by their families so far. On October 13, one of the family-appointed lawyers Lu Siwei, was informed by the Yantian Public Security Bureau that the arrested people had appointed two other lawyers, but they refused to disclose the identity of the lawyers to their families. The Chief Executive Carrie Lam is currently travelling to Shenzhen to meet President Xi Jinping. If Carrie Lam still regards herself as the Chief Executive of the people of Hong Kong, there is no reason for her to turn a blind eye to the life of the 12 Hongkongers and shall speak up for them. We hereby request Carrie Lam to escalate the issue of the illegal incommunicado detention of the 12 Hongkongers to Xi Jingping, and seek for direct pressure on the relevant bureau in Shenzhen to investigate and disclose the current situation of the 12 Hongkongers, as well as the information of the “government-appointed lawyers”.

The Chinese authorities have repeatedly used different excuses to refuse the family-appointed lawyers, and now they have even assigned "government-appointed lawyers" to the 12 Hongkongers. The families have no knowledge of the name of the government-appointed lawyers and thus no update of their family members can be inquired therein. The families believe that the Hong Kong Government must have a channel to find out the names of the lawyers whom the 12 Hongkongers were forced to accept, and the Government must disclose this information to the family members and the public.

The case of the 12 Hongkongers is not only a matter of public interest for Hong Kong as a whole, but has also become the international human rights issue. Given that the Chinese Authorities have always been proud of their "sunshine justice", they shall not shy away from the case of the 12 Hongkongers and refrain from responding to Hong Kong people and the international community.

Instead of continuing to treat the arrested Hongkongers inhumanely and further damaging the reputation of China's judicial system in the international arena, the Chinese authorities should take this opportunity to show the world the fairness and impartiality of their "sunshine justice".

The demands of the 12 families are as follows:

Releasing the list of government lawyers assigned to the 12 Hongkongers;

Release radar records to account for the police's role in the incident; and

Direct meeting with Hong Kong Government Officials.

The Hong Kong Government has persistently lied to the families and public, using "jurisdiction" as an excuse to evade and shirk their responsibilities. The families of the 12 Hongkongers will not give up in finding the truth and will fight for the expeditious return of the 12 Hongkongers. Despite the fact that the families are in great pain that 12 Hongkongers might be facing inhumane torture, they are still proud of the 12 Hongkongers who care about Hong Kong and place Hong Kong above their own safety. They are also convinced that the 12 Hongkongers will continue to persevere behind bars until the day they return to their homeland.

Family members of Hong Kong residents being held in incommunicado

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“Persevere not because we see hope, but hope exists because we persevere."「不是因為看見希望而堅持，而是因為堅持才看見希望。」

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