People know me as the Goofy Rubini, always laughing making jokes, making people in ease and it’s always been my best asset keeping my loved ones safe ...
People know me as the Goofy Rubini, always laughing making jokes, making people in ease and it’s always been my best asset keeping my loved ones safe and loved.
I’m always making ways to make sure I have Money, money for my family. When I’m financially weak I can’t function I get paranoid, I get nauseous, i sleep nervously.
I been hustling since I was in school, always making sure not to burden anyone and too much time spent on limiting what I want in Life. Growing up was easy but blending in wasn’t. I might not be physically abused but verbally almost all the time. I remember when I was 14, my father had his car taken away because he couldn’t afford to pay the installment for months and we had no car for months, I see my father waiting for the bus to work and me passing by him walking to school, those are the days where paranoia of money began in me. Adding up was the mockery from my school friends, sarcastically insulting me by asking me "soooo your dad have no car???" And laughed bout it... Well I guess it was very funny to them but it wasn’t for me. Going home after school seeing my mom in such anger and depressed with the life we had, the only time I see her ever happy was in my imagination/thoughts/dreams.
Silent nights, nah never had one when I was a teenager.... my parents argued every single Night tossing around the children who should go with who if they got divorced... My life focus was making sure they have enough money to give them to roll monthly without them asking anyone for money. I hated it so much when my father had to ask the relatives for money. The calls comes in, insultingly asked when will you pay the money you borrowed and seeing my father being all nervous and embarrassed, that’s the time I threw away all my precious dreams and kept just one. My Golden dream, bringing my entire family for a vacation all Five of us.
I shaped my life focusing on making money to support them and making sure my parents and my brothers can lead a NORMAL LIFE. It was extremely tiring at the beginning, I took a gap year or maybe more working before going to college.
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insultingly 在 Sarimah Ibrahim Facebook 的最佳解答
Sorry
to the fans who have been looking foward to me hosting the show.... but
i will not agree to host a show if the pay offered is insultingly lower
than agreed before just because another host may agree instead...no
hard feelings though...
But dignity and professionalism is important to stand up for..hope you understand. :) xxxxxxxxxxx