The twist happened after I was back in Hong Kong again. 😞 The need to slow down to breathe & precipitate all that happened in those 5 months in order to prepare for the upcoming Athens trip was like a bomb inside me. 💣 When I planned to take time to demolish it step by step... Someone's aggressiveness pulled the trigger & it exploded! 💥🔥😭😭😭 It was completely unexpected & I couldn't forsee it at all. 😣 Plus since June the whole environment in Hong Kong society had sunk so rapidly that there were too many different impacts on my mind. 😵 Overwhelmed by all the negative feelings I honestly thought of giving up the Athens trip for some relief. 🙈 This thought complicated my emotions even more as I felt guilty of having this thought. 🙄 But deep down I knew it wasn't the right way so somehow I lived through the stress & tension with the help & support from my beloved teachers & closed friends. 🙏🙏🙏 Athens trip turned out amazing at the end! 👏 It broadened my horizon & let me witness & learn a lot! 🤤 And I danced alone in a huge stage of a size I could hardly manage by myself... 😨😅 And performed both Bharanatyam & Bollywoid dance on the same night. 😇 Someone's aggressiveness continued to haunt me after the trip & til now I still don't know how to resolve it. 😰 The only thing I can do is to keep distant to protect my fragile emotions. 😌 The rest of the months in 2019 were time to deal with the after effect from the explosion of my emotional bomb & also to digest things I learnt & discovered from all the positive & negative incidents. 🙂 I was happy that just before 2019 ended I could finish one more dance video O Saki Saki which made me feel less incompetent & unproductive. 😝 And... This was my 2019... 😉 In 2020 I'm gonna continue to battle my insecurity & inconfidence, accept my inability, embrace my flaws, find my focus back, be more productive while setting fewer deadlines to myself, be kind to myself & love myself more. 💪 Only then I can keep growing & be better. ❤ I hope 2020 will be treating everyone good! 🙆 #bye2019 #hello2020 #newyear #2020 #2019 #happynewyear #mylife #mydancejourney #dance #keepdancing #nevergiveup

Two weeks ago I made my last dance trip in 2019. ✈ As usual, time was limited and so all learning, practice & video taking was in an express mode. 😝 Although we couldn't complete all which had been planned in advance (due to my limited ability & other factors) we still managed to do two dance videos - #YaadPiyaKiAaneLagi & #MindBlock - one class & one mass. 👏👏👏 I loved & enjoyed both a lot. ❤❤❤ Actually I was totally out of shape for dance in the 2nd half of 2019 when doubt & inconfidence consumed all of me finally. 😳 Every time when I'm going through low phases, Master @sannthoshkonathala is there being my support, my guiding light & my energy source. 🙏 After this trip many questions got answered & doubts got cleared... 🙂 I'm feeling much lighter now & regaining energy to move forward again... 😃 If you haven't watched the dances yet... Please go to Master Sannthosh's YouTube channel & watch now!!! 💃💃💃 #dance #bollywood #bollywooddance #trip #travel #mydancejourney #mylife #dancetrip #indiandance #keepdancing #keeppractising #nevergiveup

DOUBLE JOY!!!got 4th place together with the tnf girls team in ekiden run,then got my piano teacher's message that..I passed my grade 8!!!like finally T_T i failed once and was inconfidence to pass this time too and was already prepared to have the third time,story tells that it's okay to fail as long as you do not give up and try harder and harder!omg so happy :x