今日返病房又有一段默默湧咗眼淚嘅時間。 話說返工頭四個鐘都好得閒，所以我就喺度睇下啲病人嘅牌板，學下啲case management。我見有個婆婆床邊有個工人姐姐坐喺度（宜家冇得探病，除咗啲好ill嘅病人），又開咗個氣管造口，就攞咗佢嘅牌板來睇下佢咩事。入surgical ward嘅多數都係肚痛呀epigastric pain呀屙血呀嗰啲，所以我都抱住呢啲諗法咁打開份牌子。點知我見到個入院原因係自殺企圖。原來呢個婆婆喺屋企攞把刀打橫𠝹落自己條頸，個傷口深到連氣管都外露出來，有啲頸部肌肉係完全斷開。我望住啲文字，再望一望由我返工到放工嗰刻都一直沉睡嘅婆婆，再望一望佢條頸⋯唔係講笑，我真係湧咗啲眼淚出來。我湧眼淚除咗因為好深感受到佢嘅絕望，最傷心係知道佢因為自殺未遂而承受住更大更重嘅傷口、痛苦。雖然我一定唔會希望人自殺成功，但係一個自殺唔成功嘅人要承受嘅真係好重好重，甚至比本來所背負嘅更痛苦。我本來想再睇下佢本身有咩病患，令佢咁辛苦走到呢一步，但傷心到睇唔落去就唯有逼自己行開咗。 我諗每個人都經歷過唔同程度嘅絕望，小則一餐好西就可以搞掂，大則連傷害自己所造成嘅痛楚都唔足以令自己對痛苦嘅感覺麻木。就算選擇了結自己嘅生命，我諗我都冇勇氣用刀劏開自己條頸呢種方法。所以當我諗到呢個婆婆痛苦到咁大決心要用呢種方法結束生命，真係覺得好心痛。我唔知佢屋企人同佢關係點，都唔知道佢想放棄嘅原因，更加唔知道心臟仲仍然跳動嘅佢呢刻係有住咩感覺。可能對好多人來講，可以生存多一日就係賺咗多一日，但我諗對呢個婆婆來講，每生存多一日，就好似係負數一路累積落去。 我知講呢啲其實都冇咩用，我唔會幫到個婆婆，就算平時可以對啲病人好啲、温暖啲，令佢地多啲快樂，但喺呢個婆婆身上，我再做啲咩都冇用。但我只係好想分享呢個經歷，好想每個破碎嘅心靈身邊都有温暖嘅人支撐住佢地。有時真係連靠自己企返起身都做唔到，有時真係只需要一下衝動、一個情緒失控下唔理智嘅想法就足以令人走上絕路；但同樣地，有時可能只係一句關心、一個電話問候、一個心心emoji、一句「有我喺度」，就足以令人喺深淵裡面望到曙光，揾到向上爬出深淵嘅繩索。我自己都試過喺好難受嘅時候，坐喺海傍，有個朋友同我傾傾下計講咗句「不如我出來揾妳，請妳飲奶茶」，嗰下好似成個世界突然光咗咁。希望脆弱嘅你可以揾到令自己生存得舒服啲嘅方法，都希望心靈同時可以好強大嘅你都可以成為身邊嘅人嘅天使。一齊努力生存。 用一首我好鍾意嘅陳奕迅嘅歌嘅歌詞作結：死亡遲早都找你 切勿憑自己。#staycuteprocreate #staycutewardsharing

I came across this Superior Mesenteric Artery (SMA) syndrome (also known as Wilkie’s syndrome) while I was studying Pancreas. DEFINITION & DIAGNOSIS: SMA syndrome is defined as the reduced angle between Aorta and SMA (see from pictures, the lateral view of the vasculature) and reduced distance between the two vessels causing compression of the third part of the duodenum (D3). SMA usually forms an angle of 45° with the aorta, normal range of angle is from 25° to 60°, when the person is within normal Body Mass Index (BMI). Any condition resulting in loss of mesenteric fat pad leading to reduction of this aorto-mesenteric angle (

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