. 好久沒有為了消磨時間而走進咖啡廳 When was the last time I went to a coffee shop just to pass time? A century ago? Translation: @berbermnm . PS. 我這樣躺已經很克制了 超想在沙發上躺平睡覺~~~I exerted great self control to lie on the sofa like this instead of going full flat and doze off . 兩個行程之間若有空檔 走進咖啡店好像很時尚很悠然？ 坐在路邊好像就顯得落魄可憐？ 其實是一樣的吧 都是暫棲的過客 無家的旅人 . 上一次是多年前 兩堂家教課中間的空檔 到咖啡店點杯熱可可 一塊起司蛋糕 配期末筆記 一種優越感莫名而生 就像電影裡優秀的經理或時髦的上班族 我還告訴自己：以後要常常這樣 每次賺到的學費可以撥一些來犒賞自己 好好享受電影明星的享受 . 下一次已是今天了 後來我發現那其實並不適合我 除了蛋糕飲料是我想戒掉的飲食習慣 那對學生身份的我而言是奢華小確幸 對已有其他追求的現在的我也已不具吸引力 反而是一種失去歸屬感的提醒 . 一個疲憊又飢餓的午後 走進氣氛輕鬆的咖啡店 客人不多 很安靜 我也有很多座位選擇 點了洋菇帕尼尼和水果鬆餅果腹 點了一壺洋甘菊薄荷茶應付店內低消 在心裡點燃惆悵的菸 在手機上輸入一行行感觸 希望這會是本對讀者有意義的書 . It’s chic and leisure to go into a coffee shop in between while sitting on the roadside feels lame They’re indeed the same. Same passerby without a place to stay . I felt superior last time having a cup of hot coco and a piece of cheese cake at a coffee shop few years ago in between two tutoring lessons. I felt like the impeccable manager or an office worker in movies I made a mental note to do this more often at that time I would love to spend a portion of the tuition I earned to relive this movie-like experience . But I have never done that again till today I realized it is not me after all Cakes and drinks are two things I want to get rid of The bubble moments once meant so much to me worth nothing now that I have other things to pursue It simply reminded me of the loss of sense of belonging . Walking into a leisurely coffee shop in a tired and hungry afternoon There were lots of seats to choose from as it was quiet and with only a handful customers I ordered a mushroom panini and fruit waffle for my growling stomach and a pot of camomile mint tea to reach the minimum spending set by the shop Lighting a cigarette in my heart, pouring my feelings into words on my phone I hope this would be a meaningful collection of essays for my readers