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昨天打完疫苗後，完全沒有出現任何副作用。8個小時後身體就感到非常疲勞，忽冷忽熱。半夜也發高燒一直打冷顫。今天燒退了一些，副作用是特別想在臉書上跟大家宣告打了疫苗。希望能快恢復!

大家打疫苗的經驗如何?

Got my first jab* yesterday, but had no side effects whatsoever. Told everyone I was OK. Spoke too soon. Eight hours later, exhaustion started to set in and I began running a fever accompanied by chills, which kept me burning and shivering throughout the night.

Fever died down a bit today, but suffering from the severe side effect of wanting to post my experience on FB (here it is). Hopefully, will recover soon.

How was your first jab?

★★★★★★★★★★★★

相關詞彙

•jab: UK informal
an injection (DRUG)
注射（同 injection）
https://bit.ly/3jsrQUj

•side effect 副作用
•whatsoever （用於否定句後表強調）無論怎樣，絲毫，任何
•speak too soon 話說得太早了 ; 過早下結論
•exhaustion 筋疲力竭；疲憊不堪
•run a fever 發燒，發熱
•have a high temperature 發高燒
•take painkillers 吃止痛藥
•set in （不好的事）到來，開始（而且可能會持續）
•chill 風寒，受寒，著涼
•shiver （因寒冷、疾病或恐懼而）輕微顫抖，發抖
•sore (adj.) 痛的，疼痛的
•vaccine 疫苗
•subside（狀況）趨於平緩，平息
•dose 一劑
•swell (v.) 腫脹，腫，膨脹
•manufacturer 製造商，生產商
•die down 減小，變弱

possible side effects: https://bit.ly/3xrvrHo

EDIT: It's been about 24 hours for me and feel pretty much fine now. The fever just dissipated.

【天青色等煙雨，而我在等你】(English writing below)

我看著客人眼淚
滴滴答答的打在桌面上
筆記本
濕了
本子上的字
糊了

她的心酸
猶如洪泉遇到崩裂的堤壩
一波一浪的破牆而出

一個被愛情辜負的女子
看了真是心疼

我不由自覺的
想到了自己

你懂我的
像我這樣剛烈的女子
爲了愛情
我絕不退縮
祇是一個勇字
又豈能成事呢

童年
過得心驚膽顫
家裡常吵得
雞犬不寧

爸爸沒想要
把我生下
媽媽常說
要把我趕出去

我很努力讀書
我很努力做個乖孩子
我覺得我做得很好
人小小本事很大
但這些終究無法
讓我在美滿的家庭長大

多少個夜晚裡
我被媽媽打得
想奪門而出
永不再見
可是想到誰來照顧她
我又忍下來

我很恨
為何我命運不如人

第一次談戀愛時
我是多麼多麼的雀躍
內心裡的煙花
不斷地爆開
我終於等到了
不再是
沒人要的孩子了

我終於
值得有人愛了

初戀的絢麗
卻也如七彩美麗的煙花
一聲巨響後
就消失在漆黑的夜裡

他常常在我面前
提到他如何深愛著
他中學時的校花
她是如此的美好

有一次
這校花來我們的學校
他得知後
破課室的門而出
沒見到她
他哭了一整個星期

心中的不安
讓我常常與他吵架
三年零八個月裡
我不是一個好女友
服滿兵役後
他喜歡上大學迎新會
的一位混血兒

後來
我和一位校友打了幾次桌球
某夜
他在ICQ向我索吻
對他的印象
就一落千丈了
（你以為老娘在賤賣嗎？）
不久一位朋友告訴我
他約會的對象
不只我一個

我有一位
很好很好的朋友
我在新加坡時
他常陪我
深夜打桌球到清晨
聊佛法聊人生
一起上佛學班
一起學國標舞
從未有一個人
如此瞭解我的心
如此照顧著我

但無所不談的當兒
他也不斷告訴
這麼多年來
他如何愛念著
一個女孩
對她始終無法忘懷

我又輸給
活在記憶中的人了

我這一份單戀
長達兩年
很磨人很磨人很磨人
差一點走不出來

第二次談戀愛
他常在我面前提起
一個他追了半年追不到的女孩
他說
有一天一定要去問她
為什麼不選擇他

在家裡的毒打
並沒有隨著我成人
而停止

後來拜師學藝
卻因爲品德不良
被師父一句
「你不是我要找的人。」
斷然吃了閉門羹

那天我哭得痛徹心扉
覺得自己
好像是
個沒人要的孩子

方文山因爲
八百年前
宋徽宗皇帝御批的這句
「雨過天青雲破處」
而在周傑倫《青花瓷》裡
寫了『天青色等煙雨，而我在等你』

他說
愛情里最無力的無奈
就是「等待」
天青色得等待
不知何時會降的雨
雨停
積雲散去
朗朗晴空中
天青色才能顯現
如同我
只能被动而安静的
等待着
不知何时才会出现的妳。

慢慢的
我開始認為
我這輩子等不到了
月老應該沒幫我
綁上紅線

學佛多年後
忽然恍然大悟
一個道理
没有东西是必须拥有的
沒有它
也不代表自己的不足

愛情
是一個填不滿的慾望
所以愛情劇長紅

在2015年2月21日年初三，根本上師蓮生活佛在台灣中天綜合電視台的訪談中說：https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I （時間12:08）

「師尊本身的愛是這樣的。我既然愛她，就是要她幸福，不是要佔有她，這種愛不是佔有，其實愛不是佔有。如果愛是佔有的話，那就是屬於慾望。如果愛不是佔有，我是祝福她，雖然我愛她，她不愛我，她愛別人，我就祝福她。如果愛別人會比較幸福，我就祝福她。這種愛就不是佔有的愛。如果是佔有的愛，一定會產生痛苦。」

原來我真正在等的
是自己
自己的智慧開了
心變闊達時
才不會讓他人決定
自己幾時可以幸福
可以幸福多久
命運在我手中
怎麼走本來就是我說了算

我輕輕的拿起桌上的紙巾，遞給女客人。她一把鼻涕，一把眼淚的向我道謝。

借了師父慣用的笑話，我柔聲細語的說：「別哭，新加坡缺水，要哭要到蓄水池哭，這樣我們可以少看馬來西亞的臉色做人。」

她破涕而笑。

我再說：「我看了妳的八字，現在又看到妳真人，勸你跟我講話老實一點，要不然我幫不到妳。妳明明一直做人家的小三，還敢跟我哭沒有男人要和妳結婚？妳不也偷偷拿了他不少錢嗎？我看妳明明就是一張愛錢的臉。」

奉勸各位大俠，在我面前，若要用眼淚爲武器，請三思，因爲虛偽的，我必定拆你面具。

..........................

I looked at the teardrops of my client, pitter patter onto the table top. My client's notebook got wet. The words got muddled.

All the pains in her heart were like the angry river crushing through a broken dam, tearing down the walls as the tears flowed.

To see a lady being let down by love was indeed heart-breaking.

I couldn't help but thought of myself.

You know me. An unyielding character like mine will not shrink like a coward in the name of love. Alas, there are things in life that can't be accomplished solely with courage.

My childhood was filled with a lot of fear. There were often quarrels at home.

My dad didn't want me to be born. My mum often said she wanted to chase me out of the house.

I studied very hard. I did my utmost to be an obedient kid, and I thought I did very well as young child but I was already very capable. However, all these were not enough for me to grow up in a complete family.

So many nights, I got beaten up so badly by my mum that I wanted to just break out of the door and never to see her again. But the mere thought of nobody looking after her pulled me back.

I hated so much. Why wasn't my destiny comparable to other people?

When I first fell in love, I was so elated. The fireworks in my heart exploded non-stop. I finally found someone. I was no longer that child which nobody wanted. I was finally worthy of someone's love.

The splendour of first love, however, was as temporal as the rainbow-coloured fireworks. After a loud explosion, it vanished into the darkness of night.

He would often tell me in my face, how much he pined for and loved his secondary school crush, apparently the prettiest and most perfect girl in school.

Once, this campus belle came to our school. When he got wind of the news, he dashed out of the classroom. Failing to see her, he cried for one whole week.

My insecurity caused me to quarrel with him often. In those 3 years and 8 months, I wasn't a great girlfriend. After his NS, he got together with a girl of mixed blood at his university's Orientation camp.

I played pool with a uni mate a few times. One night over ICQ, he teased me for a kiss. My impression of him dropped like hot cakes. Did I look like I was lelong-ing myself? Later, a girl pal told me that he was dating several girls at the same time.

I had a very good friend. Whenever I was in Singapore, he would accompany me to play pool till wee hours. We talked about Dharma, life, and we attended Buddhism and ballroom dancing classes together. I had never met a person who understood me and took care of me so well.

But among our endless conversations of everything and anything, he always told me how he still loved a girl from his school. He couldn't forget her.

Again, I lost to someone who lived in the memory of the guy I liked.

This one-sided love of mine burned for two years. It was very, very, very excruciating. I almost didn't make it out alive.

In my second relationship, the boyfriend would always tell me about a pretty girl whom he pursued for half a year, but failed to win her heart. He told me firmly that if he had the chance, he wanted to ask her why she did not choose him.

The abusive beating at home did not stop even after I grew up.

Later on, when I wanted to become Shifu's disciple, he turned me down flat because he didn't think I had good morals and values. He was blunt, "You are not the person I am looking for."

That night, I cried painfully hard. Suddenly, I felt like I was the kid from my childhood whom nobody wanted.

800 years ago, Emperor Huizong of Song Dynasty wrote in an imperial decree "雨過天青雲破處". It was this that inspired Vincent Fang (方文山) to write the lyrics 『天青色等煙雨，而我在等你』in Jay Chou's song 青花瓷 (Blue and white porcelain).

Vincent Fang said, the most powerless kind of helplessness in love was waiting.

The sky green colour had to wait for the rain, which it had no idea when it would arrive. After the rain stopped, the thick clouds dissipated, in the clear skies, the sky green colour would then be able to appear. This was just like how he could only passively and quietly wait, for his lady whom he had no idea when she would appear.

Gradually, I started thinking that in this lifetime, I would not be able to wait for that person to appear. Perhaps Yue Lao (the elderly celestial under the moon) did not tie the red string on me.

After many years of learning the Dharma, one day, I suddenly came to the realisation that nothing is a must to own.

Secular love is a black hole of desires. That is why romantic shows are evergreen.

On 21 February 2015, the 3rd day of the Lunar New Year, my Root Guru Living Buddha Lian-Sheng spoke in an interview with the Taiwan CTI Television Inc.: https://youtu.be/EPDxwSt6a5I （timestamp 12:08）

"My personal take on love is this. Since I love her, I will want her to be blissful, and not to possess her. Such love isn't possession. Actually love isn't possession. If love is possession, that belongs to desire. If love isn't desire, I will wish her well. Although I love her, she doesn't love me, but loves another person, so I will give her my best wishes. If loving another person brings her more happiness, I will wish her well. Such love isn't possessive love. If it is possessive love, there will surely be pain."

Then I realised, the one that I had been waiting all along for is myself. Waiting for my wisdom to develop, waiting for my heart to be more open, so that I would not place my happiness in the hands of another person, and let the person decide for me when I should be happy, for how long I can stay happy...

My destiny is in my hands. How it pans out is up to me to say.

I gently picked up a serviette from the table and passed it to my lady client. In a mush of mucus and tears, she thanked me.

Borrowing an old joke from Shifu, I gently told her, "Don't cry. Singapore lacks water. If you want to cry, you should cry at a nearby reservoir. This way, we don't have to see the colours of Malaysia in order to get more water."

She broke into a smile among her tears.

I continued, "After looking at your Bazi, and now that I have seen you in person, I advise you to be more honest with me, or else I will not be able to help you. You have all along been a mistress to other men, and you dare to come crying to me that no man wanted to marry you? Didn't you also stole some money from them? The way I see you, you obviously have a money grubber face."

My advice to all swordsmen: If you wish to use your tears as a weapon in front of me, think thrice. Because if you are a hypocrite, I will definitely rip your mask apart.

《放棄治療》You Go Gurl

Serrini 《放棄治療》

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拒絕乖巧，拒絕被世俗磨滅稜角：[放棄治療]是個活在壓抑生活下的女孩最張狂、最美好的自由宣言。

學生時期女孩沒有學會如何做自己，營營役役隨著他人的意思而活，但建制規訓讓女孩覺得迷失又窒息。終於一天，承受巨大壓力的女孩在學校廁所內偷偷地哭。女孩抬頭好好看清自己，對鏡子內的自己說：「我要放棄治療，離開世俗」下了決定、握緊拳頭，指甲陷入掌心之痛喚醒沈睡的靈魂巨獸，從此再不回頭，醉心追求知識、閱讀、藝術、音樂一作者已死，自己創造更美好世界去。

拒絕廉價的勵志、討厭膚淺的口號，女孩學會擁抱自己，才能成就自愛；了解痛苦，才能找到真正快樂。You go gurl， you go gurl。《放棄治療》，獻給所有受過壓逼、欺凌，或曾經悲傷不已的學生或前學生們。

歌曲背景：

《放棄治療》是歌者Serrini對於中學壓抑生活的反思。Serrini當時的教會中學崇尚高壓規訓學生，旨在讓學生乖乖聽話，「標奇立異」是罪惡、「特立獨行」是異道。青春並不一定美好，殘酷的價值觀訓練和種種鼓勵罪咎感和不安的自我形象建立讓Serrini沒有特別找到自己、欣賞自己。在一切自責、痛苦、失落、迷茫中，終日流連圖書館的Serrini似乎煉成了複雜的自我。中學起自聽蘇打錄學會要用音樂溫柔地抵抗世界，大學時期竟真的因為喜歡盧廣仲開始就寫作音樂了。Serrini有時候會想，如果有曾經歌告訴他You Go Gurl，青春時代會不會比較快樂？[放棄治療]的創作背景就是Serrini幻想和中學的自己對話，用歌曲好好安慰一下受傷又無助的自己，並說：「終有一天快樂會來到的！」

MV 及歌詞翻譯：

Serrini和兩位好朋友探入某學校廢墟，欣賞一下塗鴉、隨意地拍幾個鏡頭、笑笑說說就完成拍攝，輕輕地來、輕輕地走，特別享受荒廢空間裡彷彿靜止的空氣。MV字幕附有Serrini對於歌詞的詩意翻譯，為歌詞添上更深層意味。跳脫的廣東話口語表述下，英文翻譯顯得更鏗鏘、深邃和鋒利；可愛的節奏和唱腔下盡是歌者對昔日痛苦的溫柔反擊和為自由吶喊。

歌詞：

《放棄治療》
詞曲：Serrini
監製／編曲： Tomii Chan
混音：Wena Ho

還是?妹的時光過得太快
還未學壞已經長大
年幼時青春一點點嘥哂
卻不覺得很愉快

沒有試過約會別人
電影通通沒有變真
從來不接受思想軟禁
但breakthrough也沒有發生

沒有學會特立獨行
跟著大隊我又至憎
每日都在分身變怪物
卻不想乖乖死心

指甲陷入掌心的一刻我知道了
生活極憂鬱也不會叫我變渺小
現在我要放棄治療不要逼我笑
就當眾人皆醒我獨醉吧再也不緊要

曾在廁所躲起來偷偷哭過嗎
廁格內眼角雨水超載
離去時彷彿心肝少一塊
但這種進化不能買

沒有甚麼風光本領
樣子也未見標青
還未懂欣賞天生的個性
像大夢未瞓醒

當「標奇立異」是個罪名
叫我這怪人離棄本性
長期分裂但什麼是注定
受夠了就瞓醒

指甲陷入掌心的一刻我知道了
生活極憂鬱也不會叫我變渺小
現在我要放棄治療 不要逼我笑
就當我消散大氣吧寂寞融掉

離開世俗以後快樂每一分秒
投進書海暢泳時日流轉

指甲陷入掌心的一刻我知道了
那些年憂鬱也不會叫我有破損
世界讓你自信動搖 但作者已死了
活出你想要的未來不要再等了

(Run like a girl
Fight like a girl
Laugh like a girl
Bite like a girl
Challenge the world like a girl
Fight oppressors like a girl
Shine like a girl
Speak up like a girl
Love like a girl
Be fabulous like a girl
You go girl
You go girl)

You Go Gurl
Written and Composed by Serrini
Produced by Tomii Chan
Mixed by Wena Ho

Sweet youth, consumed in a blink,
Dilettante in vices, my girlhood doth sink.
“Youth is wasted on the young”,
Joyless squandered days.

Love was naught,
Light and shadows, vain.
Unimprisoned mind,
And yet somehow refrained.

Yet to be a maverick,
Loved not the mundane.
A schizo, a monster,
Suffered, fought on.

Fists tight, the pain shall bring Truth,
Belittle me not, mundane melancholy,
I shall leave the world unseen, unsmiling.
Drink ye up the vile world,
I shall pass.

Sobbed you not into the night?
Saddest girlhood drowned in tears.
A part of me died,
Yet a new me proliferated.

Shone not at first,
Never deemed fair.
Never knew my own worth,
Life was but a wakeful dream.

“Conform! Acquiesce!”
The odd girl hollowed her Self,
Once a hiding schizo but no more.
An awoken Power not to be stopped.

Fists tight, the pain shall bring Truth,
Belittle me not, mundane melancholy,
I shall leave the world unseen, unsmiling.
I dissipated, I transpired, I transcended.

True Happiness kissed my soul as I trumped the vile world.
Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, Time, I lived Time.

Fists tight, the pain shall bring Truth,
Melancholy built me.
The Author is dead,
Live your story now, you go gurl.
(奔跑吧，女孩！
還擊吧，女孩！
大笑吧，女孩！
用力咬吧，女孩！
挑戰世界吧，女孩！
還擊吧，女孩！
發光吧，女孩！
發聲吧，女孩！
愛吧，女孩！
菲表勒斯吧，女孩！
去吧，女孩！
去吧，女孩！）