各位朋友們，想要和您們介紹一個全新的品牌 Ein Brera ，過去中我一直喜歡用不同商業角色，來推廣自己喜愛的理念與事物。Einbrera 是以色列國家IDF的口號，意思是「別無退路」No Alternative 。

以色列常流傳一句話 ”以色列無法有一次的失敗，只要一次的失敗就會失去國家”，以色列這句話是定義在國家的成面，在Einbrera品牌上 我想將它定義在對喜愛的人事物上的「專一」Onething ，這樣的專一是種熱忱，甚至到「別無退路」的喜愛。

這樣的專一將會自然而然帶著「希望」的動力，也將是不斷發掘自己內在資源的方法。

希望你們感受這品牌中的理念、
也祝福我們都找到自己所專一的熱情。

網址：Einbrera.com
IG: Einbrera

Ein Brera (About us/Our Story)

Established in the year 2020, a season of turmoil and downturn.

Catastrophe and apocalypse seem to be on the horizon,

Our backs against the wall.


And that is how we define “Ein Brera”

We don't give up despite struggles and despair.

Fully engaged, we dive into this passion.

Undistracted devotion to one thing.


Ein Brera: Unwavering Hope


Blending various elements with one vision:

Hebrew Language, Jewish Culture, and Modern Israeli Vibe.

Exploring a boundless territory, with keen sensitivity.


Talk the Talk, Walk the Walk


Unbeholden to trends, we have our own opinions.

Expression that echoes what we believe, with style.

Gentle determination, and strength that lies within.


Our True Colors


*Ein Brera is a motto for IDF (Israel Defense Force), meaning “no alternative”.


初衷:

不侷限，流行與時尚實為表面
延伸，自在並非沉溺，而是了解
探索，成為面對ㄧ切恐懼的原動力
溫柔中的堅定，Ein Brera

一種專注喜愛自己所熱愛的人事物，在艱難的環境裡，還是不輕易放棄，藉由設計來呈現對生命「專一」的熱忱。

Ein Brera，以色列IDF國防軍的口號，表達為了捍衛所相信的價值而別無選擇與懸念的意志。

我行: 我述
表述 Expression
talk the talk, walk the walk

Ein Brera 背包客機能襪設計理念:

Derekh直譯的話就是 “道路” (土地）

希伯來文有句古諺 “Derekh Eretz”，精確地詮釋人與土地之間的關係與行為準則，時常省思自身做事的態度與心境。猶太人過往的智慧言語依舊歷久彌新，而思想與行動並進正是勇敢的具體表現。

Ein Brera 採用 51% 的 Meryl®Skinlife 紗線，此規格是台灣業界首見，它和棉襪觸感完全不同，第一次穿著時，可能會驚訝於它與過往棉襪完全不同的體驗。Meryl®Skinlife 屬於機能材質，有 100% 抗菌、防臭、抗紫外線、快乾，同時帶來絕佳的親膚觸感，非常適合背包客穿用。

在劇烈運動或極端環境依舊維持皮膚的平衡與高度的吸濕性，Meryl skinlife為抑菌纖維材質，具備優異的透氣和抗紫外線性能，加上輕盈與柔軟的觸感。

腳尖與腳跟之處局部加厚，加強吸震與減壓效果。顏色的挑選部份，評估使用者的習性和需求，微調用色比例後成為最適合服裝穿搭之配色組合。舒適、機能與設計感兼具。

● 總共有兩種顏色選擇: 墨藍色、軍綠色
● 藍色襪子繡有希伯來文：土地/道路
● 墨綠色襪子繡有希伯來文：勇敢/堅定

• 台灣設計/製造

提醒：此設計無貶低任何宗教或政治立場。如有不適請勿購買。

Einbrera.com

#尋人啟事
#胡湘荷妳在哪裡

我的母親已八十歲，
疫情期間，
母親常在電話跟我聊一些過去的事情，
母親的記憶力非常好，
從她十歲開始到現在，
她幾乎能記得所有的事情。

當然，
她記的幾乎都是些令人心碎的事。

就像她的妹妹＿
我的小阿姨，
跟她失聯了四十三年的事，
一直讓母親忘不了。

小阿姨屬猴，
64歲、
1956年出生。
大約1977年離開緬甸，
去到泰國投靠大舅，
又輾轉在1978年左右去了加拿大。
之後，
就失去了聯絡。

自從有網路以來，
我就幫忙母親在各種尋人版上刊登過尋人啟事，
但都沒有下文。
可能是刊登的資訊不齊全。

四十三年前，
小阿姨從緬甸到泰國又到加拿大，
可能證件、姓名等都跟原本的不一樣了。

近期，
與我母親通話，
母親又提到失聯的小阿姨。
她叮嚀我們是否能幫忙她再找找看。

母親今年八十歲，
她很想知道她的小妹，
是否還活在這世界上？

附上母親說的話，
她讓我公佈在網路上。

希望有緣，
我的小阿姨能看到。

Midi 於永和
2020 April 12

#胡湘荷
#尋人

胡湘荷，妳在哪裡？

阿湘，
我是妳的二姐胡明珠。
我們分別有好長一段時間了。

妳離開緬甸時，
我二兒子才剛出生，
都還不滿一個月，
妳來看他時，
還說：
「他的臉白白的，
是不是我給他擦粉？」
現在，
我二兒子四十三歲，
我呢，
已經快滿八十二歲，
八十多歲，
是老人了。

人家說，
人愈老記性愈差，
我是相反，
我的記性反倒是愈老愈好。
但是，我能記住的，
都是些傷心的事情。

也許，
我們這代人，
也沒有什麼快樂的事情可以記住。
就像妳的離開，
我們從此失去聯絡，
想起妳，
就讓我難過。

妳還活著嗎？
我想妳會活得好好的。
妳有幾個小娃了？
過得怎麼樣呢？

四十三年前，
妳離開腊戌時，
妳還在腊戌漢人學校唸書。

有天放學，
我去攔住妳，
跟妳說：
「妳以後每天下課後就來我家吃飯，
別去大姐家吃了…」
妳說：「好」。
妳也就跟著我到我家吃飯了。

我還記得，
妳才剛坐下，
我不知怎麼搞的，
就說了那些話。

我說：
「大姐讓妳以後來我這裡吃飯，
別去她家吃了，
讓妳三姐去她家吃，
妳三姐不挑嘴，
妳比較挑嘴…」。

這些話，
是大姐跟我說的，
我當時太懵，
太老實，
我也不曉得，
為什麼要說這些大姐講的話？
為什麼要講給妳聽？

我完全，
沒有擔待不了妳的意思呀。
不管多窮，
姐妹間互相照顧都是應該的，
我轉述大姐說妳的那些話，
是沒有任何理由的，
就是我以為是姐妹之間的聊天，
講出來而已。

我那時候過得很困難，
養著六個小娃，
病死了兩個。
但是，
照顧自己的妹妹是天經地義的。

那天，
我邊說就邊到廚房去炒菜，
難得妳來這裡吃飯，
總要多一樣什麼菜才行。

我炒完菜端著出來，
妳就不見了。

當時，
房東許老嬤嬤還在場，
她說，
「我轉進廚房，
妳就站起來走了…」

我那時才發覺；
我講錯話了。

妳這麼敏感的人呀！

我一路追著妳，
追到大水塘路上＿
到妳跟妳三姐住的地方，
妳正在哭。
妳正在哭著跟妳三姐吵架，
妳跟妳三姐說：
「二哥寄來的錢分來…」
妳三姐不敢應妳，
在旁沉默著。
這筆妳要的錢，
確實是妳二哥寄來給妳們兩姐妹的生活費。

那時，
媽媽剛去世不久，
大哥人去了泰國；
在泰國北部滿堂安了家，
家裡所有的兄弟陸續去了泰國。
而爸爸因為沒身份證在貴概被移民局抓住，
送到仰光坐滿九年牢，
緬甸政府正打算著把他送到台灣去的時候…

那天，
我看著妳哭，
我就明白了妳的心情。

妳三姐在準備跟她愛人私奔，
在腊戌妳也只有大姐、我和妳三姐了。

我和大姐早結婚，
各自已有有家庭。
如今妳三姐又要嫁人，
大哥他們又遠在泰國，
母親去世，
父親坐牢。
妳接下來就要孤苦零丁的一個人生存了。

一個十八歲的女孩。
我知道妳的害怕和難過。

那天，
看著妳哭，
我很後悔把大姐說的話講出來。

妳應該了解我的。
我一直都盡力照顧我的家人，
當時從雲南背著妳逃難到緬甸邊境，
背了一天一夜。
我都是自願的。

妳記得嗎？
妳到腊戌讀書時，
很想要一條件仔褲，
那時許多人都買不起，
我還是費盡力氣買給妳。
妳知道我是心疼妳的。

妳離開腊戌的那天，
妳說妳要去泰國了。
臨走時，
我拿了300塊錢給妳，
妳知道嗎？
那時候我拿出300塊錢緬幣是到處借來的錢呀。

阿湘，
我知道妳一直都在受苦，
去到泰國，
大嫂可能待不得妳，
妳二哥、三哥他們當時也沒能力照顧妳，
妳在泰國又沒有合法的身份；
哪可能有其它去處。

最後妳選擇結婚，
我想也只是為了解脫這些難過的生活罷了。

之後，
就聽說妳嫁了人，
跟著丈夫家去了加拿大。

之後，
我就再也就打聽不到妳的下落了。

我們最後的連繫，
停留在泰國北部滿堂，
或是停留在泰緬邊境美賽，
我都有些記不得了。

那時，
聽說妳從大哥家跑出來了？
又聽說妳去暫住在一對老年夫妻的家裡？
這些，
都是後來傳到腊戌的消息了。

妳去加拿大前，
還寄來給我和大姐和妳三姐每個人一件衣裳布、
一條籠基。
三份禮物裡夾著三張白紙，
寫著：「大姐的、二姐的、三姐的…」。
我還記得，
那是託「義號佛堂」楊前人帶來的禮物。

那條籠基到現在我還留著＿
孔雀花紋的。

阿湘，
我這個作二姐的也羞愧妳了。
當時，
聽到這些關於妳的困難的消息，
只能每天想念著，
想到傷心，
我沒有任何能力。

那時，
我是，
連從緬甸腊戌到泰國邊境的車票都買不起呀。
當時我養著這麼多小娃，
吃一口飯都難。

阿湘，
現在講這些都只是回憶了，
都是我們老人家的回憶，
都不重要了。

那為什麼還要講這些呢？
就是，
為了，
想讓妳看到，
看到這些我說的話，
證實，
我是妳的二姐而已。
想讓妳知道，
我一直在找妳。

我活到八十歲，
夠了，
人活這麼老沒什麼意思，
都盡是傷心的事情。

我不知哪天會死去。
但如果可能的話，
在死去之前，
能讓我知道一下妳的消息。

我想知道，
妳在哪裡？
我想知道，
妳還活著嗎？

阿湘，
爸爸十幾年前已經去世，
大哥六年前去世，
連大姐，
前年也不在世上了。

妳二哥；
他住在泰國山邊荒地裡，
幫人家看田地，
過得不是很好，
但也不用擔心，
我在泰國的二兒子和大姑娘時常會去照顧他。

妳三哥，
講到也是讓我難過呀。

他大前年腦出血，
去醫院醫好了，
但醫好後，
很奇怪，
突然忘記了漢人話，
只會講泰國話。
後來不久，
他就偷偷上吊自殺了。

你說，
我們兄弟姐妹這是什麼樣的命運呢？

阿湘，
我們家沒剩下什麼人了，
妳三姐、妳四哥還在泰國。
還有我，
我還活著。
我還在緬甸，在腊戌。

除了妳，
我們一家人也就剩下這三個人了。

阿湘，
我們已經分別已四十三年，
妳也有六十多歲了吧？
我很想知道，
妳在哪裡？
妳還活著嗎？

如果有緣，
妳看到這信，
就回我一下吧。

妳的二姐胡明珠，
日日夜夜，
在等妳的消息。

二姐胡明珠　於緬甸腊戌
2020 年4月11日
姪Midi代筆

找人信箱：humingju1638@gmail.com

**************
#notice for a missing person

translated by Jane Lin
****************

Where are you, Hu Shine-Ho?

Ah-Shine,
This is your 2nd sister, Hu Ming-Ju. It has been a long time since we last saw each other. When you left Burma, my 2nd son was not even one-month-old. You asked why he was so fair-skinned? Had I put powder on his face? Now, he is 43 and I am almost 82.

Eighty something...I am indeed an old woman! People say that you lose your memory as you age. I am quite the opposite. The older I get, the better I remember! But, what I remember is nothing but sadness. Perhaps, our generation just doesn't have much happiness. Like you leaving home, we losing contact forever…. The thought of you puts me in such despair. Are you still alive? I imagine you living a good life?!! How many children? How are you?

Forty-three years ago, you were still a student at Chinese High School in Lashio. One day after school, I went to intercept you, "From now on, come to my home after school. Don't go to 1st sister's for dinner anymore." You said, "OK" and followed me home.

I still remember clearly that you had just sat down and I said, "The first sister asks that you come to me for dinner. She will take 3rd sister who's easy-going, not like you, a picky eater." I don't know what possessed me that day? Why I had to tell you what 1st sister had to say? Was I too naive? Too honest? Too stupid? I had absolutely no intension not to take care of you - we are sisters!!!! We have to care for each other, no matter how poor we are!!! The first sister's words just came out as a casual chat between sisters. Nothing more!

Life was tough for me at the time. Diseases took away two of my six children. But that didn't mean I would ignore my God-given responsibility as your elder sister. Without realizing the impact of my "casual chat", I went into the kitchen wondering what additional dish I could come up with for your first dinner with us. When I came out with the dishes, you were already gone! According to our landlady, Granny Hsu, you just got up and left as soon as I was out of sight. Only then did I realize my stupid mistake and how sensitive you were! Immediately, I ran after you, all the way to Big Pond Road where you and 3rd sister stayed. You were crying, asking 3rd sister for the money that 2nd brother sent. 3rd sister just kept quiet.

Indeed! The money that you demanded from 3rd sister was to cover living expenses for both of you. At that time, Mother had already passed away. The first brother went to Thailand, had already settled his own family in Pong Ngam. All the brothers followed suit. Father got caught in Kutkai by the immigration for not having an I.D. and had been in prison in Rangoon for 9 years. The Burmese government was just about to send him to Taiwan…. That day, while watching you cry, I understood how you felt. The third sister was getting ready to run away with her lover and both 1st sister and I were married young with our own families to deal with. As an 18-year-old with no mother, a father in prison, you must have felt all alone, sad and very scared.

I was filled with regrets watching you that day. But, please understand that I have always tried my best to take care of my family. When we escaped from Yunnan to Burma as refugees, I carried you on my back all day and all night without any complaints. When you went to Lashio for school, you wanted a pair of jeans so badly, remember? It was such a luxury that most people could not afford. Yet, I gathered all my might to get you a pair. You know I always have a soft spot for you, don't you? The day you were leaving Lashio for Thailand, do you know how many places I had to try to gather 300 Burmese kyats for you???

Ah-Shine, I know it was a huge struggle for you in Thailand. It's impossible that 1st sister-in-law would put you up. Second and 3rd brothers were in no position to help you….. I suppose you were pushed into marriage, just to end this desperate situation. Last I heard, you moved to Canada with your husband. From that point onward, in spite of all the efforts, I just couldn't find any trace of your whereabouts.

Our last contact stopped at Pong Ngam, Thailand. Or, was it MaeSai? I can't quite remember now. The news came to Lashio that you had run away from 1st brother's home. Later, you were temporarily staying with an older couple….

Before leaving for Canada, you sent, via Abbott Yang of the Yi Buddhist Hall, a package for us - each gift had a piece of dress fabric and a longyi, clearly labeled on a piece of white paper: "for 1st sister," "for 2nd sister," "for 3rd sister." I still have that longyi, with a peacock pattern, after all these years!

Ah-Shine, I feel deeply embarrassed to be your elder sister. Upon hearing the challenges that you had to face at the time, I could do nothing but worrying and feeling sad. I couldn't even afford the bus fare from Lashio to the Thai border. I barely managed to feed my own children!
Ah-Shine, What's the use of talking about these old memories? These sad memories of us old people have no importance but to serve to show you that I am indeed your 2nd sister.… that I have been looking for you all these years.

To live in my eighties is more than enough for me. It's not much fun to live this long - just a lifetime of sadness. I have no idea when I will die and I don't really care. I just wish that I could hear from/about you before I leave this world. I want to know where you are. I want to know if you are still alive.

Ah-Shine, Father passed away more than a decade ago. The first brother left us 6 years ago, so did the first sister 3 years ago. The second brother works as a field caretaker in a remote Thai mountainside. It's not a good life, but both my 2nd son and first daughter are also in Thailand; can visit and take care of him often. The saddest is our 3rd brother. He had a stroke 3 years ago. After recovery, he suddenly forgot his Chinese, could only speak in Thai. Not long after, he hanged himself! Please tell me what kind of fate has been bestowed on our siblings??? What is the meaning of life???
Ah-Shine, There aren't that many of us left, only 3rd sister and 4th brother in Thailand and me still in Burma. In Lashio.

Ah-Shine, We have been apart for 43 years. You should be in your 60s by now. I really would like to know if you are still alive and where you live. God willing, you will see this letter and reply!!! (humingju1638@gmail.com)

Waiting to hear from you, day and night!

Second sister, Hu Ming-Ju
Lashio, Myanmar
April 11. 2020

在世界上哪個國家的人們能夠接受這些法律？ 直接去監獄反而更容易。 你可以想像現況令大家多憤怒及絕望嗎？一位銀行家和其中一位在利沃夫最有影響力的律師竟來到 Hrushevskogo 街頭向警方投擲石塊。

In what country in the world would people be able to live with these laws? It's easier to go directly to prison. Can you imagine? Infuriating people to such despair that a banker and one of the most influential attorneys from Lviv came to Hrushevskogo Street to throw stones at the police.

我們反對警察國家。 只有懦夫會去傷害孩子。 他們帶給我們腐敗！ 我們就給他們革命！

WE ARE AGAINST THE POLICE STATE. ONLY A COWARD CAN HURT A CHILD. They give us corruption! We give them revolution!

我希望我們所有人都記住兩個歐洲的價值觀：自由和人的尊嚴 - 沒有人可以從我們身上剝奪他們。 這些是我們必須爭取的基本權利。

I'd like all of us to remember that there are two European values: freedom and human dignity. And no one can deprive us of them. These are fundamental rights that we must fight for.

我反對亞努科維奇。 他不是一個好的總統人選。 他的Berkut (註：烏克蘭的特警) 在我眼前毆打一個女人。

I'm against Yanukovych. He's not good for us as a president. His Berkut beat a woman in front of my eyes.

『我是個醫生！ 我只是個醫生！ 我沒有傷害你的意思！ 』我向他展示了紅十字的標誌，但他向我的腿開槍。

當天出現了第一批眼睛受傷的受害者。我們接收第三位傷者時，他的眼睛不在了......當時我走到外面並且我的驚恐症發作。

I'm a doctor! I'm just a doctor! I mean you no harm! I showed him the sign of the Red Cross, but he shot my leg.

The first victims with wounded eyes appeared that day. When we brought in the third man with no eyes... I came outside and had a panic attack.

今天是一場小小的勝利...... 但我意識到我們不能這樣完結。 如果我們接受這些政府提出條款，我們已失去的朋友們不會原諒我們。

I remember my father told me, "This is our end… Who wasn't killed, will be killed. Who wasn't in prison, will go to prison."

Today was a small victory…. I realized that we couldn't leave it like that. Our friends that we've lost would not forgive us if we accepted those terms from the government.

23 年來，我們只有存在於紙上的獨立。 但現在，由於很多人犧牲了他們的生命去爭取，獨立已經變得真實...... 我可以說新社會誕生了。

For 23 years, we only had our independence on paper. But now, so many people sacrificed their lives that it has become real…. And I can say that a new society was born.

在獨立期間長大的一代十分了不起。 他們成長為自由人。 沒有人可以讓一個自由的人下跪。

It's an amazing generation that grew up during the independence. They grew up as free people. No one can make a free person kneel.

很感谢最近收到了一些暖心的问候，不用担心呢~~我现在过得还可以！除了买菜倒垃圾都不出门啦。希望在看这个视频的你们，平平安安健健康康❤️
感恩所有的爱❤️

?影片中的穿搭
1. 项链：很久以前买的啦，不记得什么牌子了?
2. Tee: Brandy

?影片中提到的产品
一、Sephora
1. CHARLOTTE TILBURY， Fair
Airbrush Flawless Finish Setting Powder
https://slooks.top/3Oak/64
2. LAURA MERCIER, Chai
Blush Colour Infusion
https://slooks.top/3Oal/64
3. CHARLOTTE TILBURY, Pillow Talk
Cheek to Chic Blush - Pillow Talk Collection
https://slooks.top/3Oan/64
4. BRIOGEO
Don't Despair, Repair!™ Deep Conditioning Hair Mask
https://slooks.top/3Oao/64
5. SHISEIDO
Facial Cotton
https://slooks.top/3Oap/64
6. CHARLOTTE TILBURY
Instant Eyeshadow Palette - Pillow Talk Collection
https://slooks.top/3Oat/64
7. SHISEIDO, Black
MicroLiner Ink Eyeliner
https://slooks.top/3Oau/64
二、Church's （?）
1. Church’s Burwood Wg
https://slooks.top/3Oav/64
三、Beara Beara (?)
Beara Beara 夏季折扣 6.5 - 6.9 | Frida 手提包 85折优惠 |
中文官网：https://sourl.cn/uz6PZg
英文官网：https://sourl.cn/v9eDUN
四、Everlane （?）
1. Everlane, Cotton Cropped Pocket Tee, M
https://slooks.top/3Oaz/64
2. Everlane, The Put-Together Pleat Pant
Traditional Retail, 0
https://slooks.top/3OaD/64
3. Everlane, The Linen Short-Sleeve Notch Shirt, 4
https://slooks.top/3OaJ/64
4. Everlane, The Day Crossover Sandal, 38
https://slooks.top/3OaN/64
五、按摩仪
1. Amazon
https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B06XWJWWYV/ref=ppx_yo_dt_b_asin_image_o01_s00?ie=UTF8&psc=1
五、游戏机手柄
因为是在ebay上随便找的卖家，我不敢产品的品质，所以感兴趣的同学还是自行查找吧。实在是不好意思了。

愿你有个超级美好的一天❤️ :)
see u next time~
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