你不是麻瓜，你是魔法師|| (詳解最近在講的魔法到底是什麼？） 每個人身上都有一股流量，一個魔法 || Everyone has a flow of energy, a magic that’s bound to happen 🪄 會正確使用這股能量的人，他的魔法必定是強大的。而這個魔法依舊是我一直在提的「感謝」；相信大家都聽過施比受更有福吧？但是小時候的我可是一點都體悟不到這句話的意思，尤其是在家暴中成長的自己 || In order to use this flow of energy correctly, his/her magic must be powerful. This “magic” that I’ve been mentioning refers to gratitude. I believe everyone’s familiar with the saying “It is more blessed than to receive”. However, my younger self struggle to comprehend this quote, especially when I grew up in a domestic violence household 小時候總覺得，逃命都來不及了還要給別人什麼，說什麼感謝阿??? 我到底有什麼好感謝的、為什麼我在這種可怕會施暴的父親陰霾中成長，為什麼媽媽要這麼辛苦？為什麼我爸永遠讓我是幼稚園中最後一個才接走我的人？我想回家看動手玩創意欸!!!(威～ || I used to think WHY do I need to be grateful?? I can’t even save myself from getting beaten up. What am I suppose to thankful of? Why must my mum be doing a two people job? Why does my dad always wait until the last minute to pick me up from nursery when everyone’s gone? Like c’mon I want to watch Art Attack hello??? 然而，長到後才漸漸意識到，因為我的過去，我變得更勇敢，更有同理心。或許我的魔法沒有來的他人快，但是我的魔法力量沒有比其他人少。如果人生可以重來，我也不會刪除那段曾經讓我唇齒顫抖的兒時樂章，因為它，我看見了我媽媽和哥哥對我無限的愛，我學會了不僅僅是感謝他們的養育照顧之恩，也學會了他們的勇敢。當然也更是感謝當時所有鄰居好友、警察及社會局的身手救援，我們才能有今天這樣安定的家🏠 || Anyhow, I slowly grasp the idea of how my past determined who I am today. I’m more brave and compassionate. Maybe my ability to perform my “magic trick” is slower than others, but it is not any less powerful. If I could restart my life, I wouldn’t remove that chapter where I shiver and cry in my sleep while hearing screaming and shouting on the other side of the door. Because of that chapter, I learn to appreciate the unconditional love from my mother and brother, and bravery. Of course, I’m even more grateful of the neighbour, friends, police and social bureau for their helping hands for the stability and security I have today in my home 🙏🏽 再怎麼困難的窘境中，我相信在閱讀此篇短文的你，也可以實施你的魔法，因為只要有給予，你一定會豐收。|| Regardless of how difficult your challenge might be at the moment, I’m certain that you, who’re reading this post can also enforce the power of your magic. Because once you give, you shall receive 🔸Outfit: @teamjoinedwomen 📸 @johntsephotography . . #感謝 #吸引力法則 #愛 #love #motivation #jannice雞湯