【當你成功杯葛到戲院，結局又係咪咁簡單？】

如果大家仲記得，我喺戲院開返冇耐分享過，好多人話因為戲院跪低，同政府一齊「安心」所以要杯葛，甚至因為見我入返戲院，覺得我唔同香港人同步、大家唔齊心杯葛，激發起Unlike潮，更有人話要杯葛到戲院跪低執笠云云... 當日我都話，戲院都要交租，識得行內人都知道，零收入不斷喺大商場交租，食政府果少少補貼，頂到幾耐？大家矛頭應該係指向政府而唔係blame the victim，仲有人話我擺明幫政府講好說話，佢就決心唔會再入戲院喇，講到言之鑿鑿好似自己簽埋合約咁。

然後，真係俾你杯葛到執笠喇，又一齊出嚟傷春悲秋懷緬過去；當日話戲院已成歷史，仲堅持入戲院係你古老石山，依家又話好懷念喺UA沙田排隊嘅日子、點解連同CineTimes告別機會都冇。

一夜之間，出現咗好多文章，係電影行業寫嘅又有、係其他唔關事純粹抽下水嘅媒體又有，好多人指出一個問題就係，UA執笠，唔單止係一個集體回憶冇咗、跌入歷史洪流，更多嘅係連鎖效應，影響埋其他商場嘅生計－－如果大家仲記得，當日《阿凡達》落畫後，ISQUARE商戶影響有幾大，到重映嘅反應又幾興奮，甚至大家都陰謀論咁講，最終大量中資入嚟；戲院或者未必會消失，但就變成咗更徹底大陸化，繼而你真係要用貓眼買飛，再由英X不了、黃X鳴不了，變咗你真真正正全香港戲院都不了。

UA倒下，又有更多相關小道消息，話下一個係百老匯，因為交唔到裝修費又放埋The One，又可能係嘉禾，因為已睇到佢股價唔掂，又傳出售七間戲院經營權，搞到個個都要出嚟澄清冇咁嘅事。無論如何，可能我哋都已經唔會相信有咩係永恆，正如一星期前有人同你講UA會突然全線結業，你都笑人陰謀論啦。

諗返不足兩年前，戲院不斷開完一間又一間，甚至聲稱要打造「區區有戲院」，熱鬧到好似寫下戲院新一頁；為咗吸引觀眾入場，各間戲院引入好多唔同格式，營造完美戲院體驗，同時都引入更多周邊嘢，你可以一路睇戲一路食高級晚餐，又可以包間戲院搞唔同活動。

就係不足兩年前，你以為戲院發展會進入新時代，一套《復仇者聯盟4：終局之戰》一套《阿拉丁》一套《反斗奇兵4》一套《獅子王》一套《蜘蛛俠：決戰千里》，票房節節上升，都唔係你話即場買飛就買到，甚至大家通宵去戲院排隊，曾幾何時，戲院都係我哋生活一部份，點解會極速變成咁樣，繼續杯葛，繼而做唔住？

我哋呢兩年習慣咗無常，經營呢個Page今年到第13年，成日話冇人睇，寫嚟零收入，仲日日俾人鬧。話要執Page執Page，但一直都執唔到，就係放唔低呢個興趣。過去一年就算冇乜得入戲院，都盡量不斷搵各類相關文章同新聞寫，出Post量同正常時間分別唔大，但原來去到一個地步，你開始睇唔到將來，係會恐怖。

以前識落嘅電影公司PR、記者，同你講唔做喇，send封「Goodbye & Thank You」信出嚟，你會一笑置之，再問佢：「點呀又轉去邊間呀？」「Good咩Bye丫，轉頭又第度見返你啦！」近排幾乎個個星期都收到呢類email，大家已經唔再轉去第間公司，甚至，唔再從事娛樂呢一行。雖然話，有啲關係有心keep，唔理轉去邊都會keep到，之但係聽到大家好似逃亡潮咁，都有少少唏噓。

可能大家口響響話要杯葛、要打倒戲院，當有朝一日，真係俾你成功咗，甚至因此「引清兵入關」，一切背後可能都變成萬達院線時，又係咪你想睇到嘅現象？

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That girl 💓
There's a girl but I let her get away
有一個愛我的女孩但我趕走了她
It's all my fault cause pride got in the way
都是我的錯因為自尊心作祟
And I'd be lying if I said I was OK
如果我說我沒事那一定是在說謊
About that girl the one I let get away
讓那個女孩離開我後悔莫及
I keep saying no
我一直不敢相信
This can't be the way we're supposed to be
我們不該是這樣的結局
I keep saying no
我一直不敢相信
There's gotta be a way to get you close to me
一定有什麼辦法能讓你回到我身邊
Now I know you gotta
現在我明白了
Speak up if you want somebody
如果你需要某人就要大聲說出來
Can't let him get away oh no
不能讓他離開不能
You don't wanna end up sorry
你不會想以悲劇結尾
The way that I'm feeling everyday
這種感覺整日折磨著我
No no no no
不不不不
There's no hope for the broken heart
No no no no
不不不不
There's no hope for the broken
受傷的心再也無法癒合
There's a girl but I let her get away
有一個愛我的女孩但我趕走了她
It's my fault cause I said I needed space
都是我的錯因為我說我需要空間
I've been torturing myself night and day
日日夜夜我飽受折磨
About that girl the one I let get away
讓那個女孩離開我後悔莫及
I keep saying no
我一直不敢相信
This can't the way was supposed to be
我們不該是這樣的結局
I keep saying no
我一直不敢相信
There's gotta be a way to get you
一定有什麼辦法能讓你回到我身邊
There's gotta be a way
一定有什麼辦法
To get you close to me
You gotta
你一定要
Speak up if you want somebody
大聲說出來如果你需要某人
Can't let him get away oh no
不能讓他離開不能
You don't wanna end up sorry
你不會想以悲劇結尾
The way that I'm feeling everyday
這種感覺整日折磨著我
No no no no
不不不不
There's no hope for the broken heart
受傷的心再也無法癒合
No no no no
不不不不
There's no hope for the broken
受傷的心再也無法癒合
No home for me
我無家可歸
No home cause I'm broken
無家可歸因為我心碎不已
No room to breathe
無法呼吸
And I got no one to blame
我不能怪任何人
No home for me
無家可歸
No home cause I'm broken
無家可歸因為我心碎不已
About that girl
那個女孩
The one I let get away
我趕走了她
So you better
所以你最好
Speak up if you want somebody
大聲說出來如果你需要某人
You can't let him get away no no
你不能讓他離開不能不能
You don't wanna end up sorry
你不會想以悲劇結尾
The way that I'm feeling everyday
這種感覺整日折磨著我
Don't you know
你不知道嗎
No no no no
不不不不
There's no hope for the broken heart
受傷的心再也無法癒合
Don't you know
你不知道嗎
No no no no
不不不不
There's no hope for the broken
受傷的心再也無法癒合
Oh
You don't wanna lose at love
It's only gonna hurt too much
只會讓你痛徹心扉
I'm telling you

有時被分手被傷害反而會被傷你的怪責你
Blame the victim在戀愛中時常有出現
你遇過嗎?

鄧小巧

【曲名 : メンヘラって神じゃね？】
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【Lyrics】
ヘラる 生まれたくも無いのに生まれて 裏切られまくって
ヘラる おともだち欲しいから目元だけ写して自撮って

切る 自分に厳しい メンヘラは神
だけどそれ以上傷つけないで
生まれただけで素晴らしいんだって
理不尽な奴らには中指立てる

ヘラる 脳にしがみ付く元カレ
ヘラる つまらないのに愛想笑い
ヘラる 生きる意味が分からない
ぱおんだよ！ダルすぎてずっと自粛！

エナドリ 薬 OD スト缶でハイになって永遠に無理して体壊す
大丈夫だよ、かあちい目指すだけでかあちい
誰もが憧れる 「あのギャル」

皆、同じような目 だが天国
かまちょでも加減分かるなら良いよ
リスカは鍵垢でして欲しいよ
まぁどう生きようが君のふりーすたいる！
イラついたら君のサンドバックになりてぇな
常識無い害悪の退治 お疲れ様
一人じゃない！ 音り乗って 憂鬱さえも教えてな
「好き」を追う君は一番輝いてる！

元彼なんて後悔させようぜ。
愛想笑いでいいよ つまんないもんね
おっけい 生きる意味 誰も分かんねえ
都合良いだけの人じゃなくていいから
自分責めるくらいなら その原因に疑問を持って
また憂鬱が始まるよ 自分許して自由に歩こう

切る 自分に厳しい メンヘラは神
だけどそれ以上泣きすぎないで
生まれただけで素晴らしいんだって
嫌いな奴らには中指立てる

切る 自分に厳しい メンヘラは神
だけどそれ以上泣きすぎないで
生まれただけで素晴らしいんだって
嫌いな奴らには中指立てる

ほら、まだ生きれてる。
結局、自分の道進んでるから
さあ ごーいんおん いざぴえん
まだまだ ごーいんおん いざぴえん
足りない ごーいんおん いざぴえん
自分に勝つその日まで。


【English Lyrics】
("Menhera" mean is "ill girls" Japanese people called this.)

Ill, was born but not in your own purpose. Betrayed, always.
Ill, want to make friends and take selfies, only for half of the face.

Wrist cut, harsh to yourself, ill girls are god.
But please don't hurt yourself anymore.
"It's amazing to be born by".
Show your middle finger to those nonsense guy.

Ill, ex-boyfriend which clings in your brain.
Ill, bored but still give a fake smile.
Ill, don't even understand the meaning of living.
OMG, too dull that don't want to go out anymore.

Energy drink, drugs, overdose, alchahol, high as f*cked. Repeating forever, breaks the body.
Its fine, just want to be cute.
Become 'the girl' that everyone admires.

Everyone looks the same, but I like it.
Want to be loved, but not too much.
Want to upload wrist cuts to private accounts.
You have your freedom to decide how you live!
Wants to be your sandbag when you're irritated.
Kill harm who have no common sense, good job.
Not alone! Follow the rhythm and tell me about your depression.
Shines while you chase for your love!

Let's make your ex regret.
Give your fake smile, cuz live is boring.
OK, no one know about the meaning of living.
Don't have to be a yes-man.
Blame the cause rather than blame yourself.
Depression repeats, forgive yourself and live freely.

Wrist cut, harsh to yourself, ill girls are god.
But please don't cry too much.
"It's amazing to be born by".
Show your middle finger to those you hate.

Wrist cut, harsh to yourself, ill girls are god.
But please don't cry too much.
"It's amazing to be born by".
Show your middle finger to those you hate.

See? You're still alive.
After all, you are living with your own way.
Keep on, sob sob.
Still goes on, sob sob.
Not enough, sob sob.
Until the day you beat yourself.

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你停在了這條我們熟悉的街
Nǐ tíng zàile zhè tiáo wǒmen shúxī de jiē
You stopped at the street that we knew
把你準備好的台詞全念一遍
bǎ nǐ zhǔnbèi hǎo de táicí quán niàn yībiàn
Read all the lines you have prepared
我還在逞強 說著謊
wǒ hái zài chěngqiáng shuōzhe huǎng
I'm still trying to be brave to lie
也沒能力遮擋 你去的方向
yě méi nénglì zhēdǎng nǐ qù de fāngxiàng
Nor the ability to block the direction you go
至少分開的時候我落落大方
zhìshǎo fēnkāi de shíhou wǒ luòluò dàfāng
At least I graceful when we were apart

我後來都會選擇繞過那條街
wǒ hòulái dūhuì xuǎnzé ràoguò nà tiáo jiē
Later, I would choose to bypass the street
又多希望在另一條街能遇見
yòu duō xīwàng zài lìng yītiáo jiē néng yùjiàn
Hope to be able to meet you in another street
思念在逞強 不肯忘
sīniàn zài chěngqiáng bù kěn wàng
Thought to be brave, I never forget that
怪我沒能力跟隨 你去的方向
guàiwǒ méi nénglì gēnsuí nǐ qù de fāngxiàng
Blame me I don't have ability to follow you into that direction
若越愛越被動 越要落落大方
ruò yuè ài yuè bèidòng yuè yào luòluò dàfāng
The more passive love, the more generous

你還要我怎樣 要怎樣
nǐ hái yào wǒ zěnyàng yào zěnyàng
What do you want to me to do, what to do?
你突然來的短信就夠我悲傷
nǐ túrán lái de duǎnxìn jiù gòu wǒ bēishāng
You suddenly texting me which enough to make me sad
我沒能力遺忘 你不用提醒我
wǒ méi nénglì yíwàng nǐ bùyòng tíxǐng wǒ
I can't forget you, please don't remind me
哪怕結局就這樣
nǎpà jiéjú jiù zhèyàng
Even if it ends like this
我還能怎樣 能怎樣
wǒ hái néng zěnyàng néng zěnyàng
What can I do, what can I do?
最後還不是落得情人的立場
zuìhòu hái bùshì luòde qíngrén de lìchǎng
At end, still can't become special person
你從來不會想 我何必這樣
nǐ cóng lái bu huì xiǎng wǒ hébì zhèyàng
You never want to, why I like this?

我慢慢的回到自己的生活圈
wǒ màn man de huí dào zìjǐ de shēnghuó quān
I slowly back to my own life circle
也開始可以接觸新的人選
yě kāishǐ kěyǐ jiēchù xīn de rénxuǎn
Also began contact new candidates
愛你到最後 不痛不癢
ài nǐ dào zuìhòu bù tòng bù yǎng
Love you to the end, it's doesn't hurt
留言在計較 誰愛過一場
liúyán zài jìjiào shuí àiguò yīchǎng
Messages in the care, who loved one?
我剩下一張 沒後悔的模樣
wǒ shèng xià yī zhāng méi hòuhuǐ de múyàng
I have one remaining, doesn't-hurt appearance

你還要我怎樣 要怎樣
nǐ hái yào wǒ zěnyàng yào zěnyàng
What do you want to me to do, what to do?
你千萬不要在我婚禮的現場
nǐ qiān wàn bùyào zài wǒ hūnlǐ de xiànchǎng
You must not attend my wedding scene
我聽完你愛的歌 就上了車
wǒ tīng wán nǐ ài de gē jiù shàngle chē
I listened the song that you loved on the car
愛過你很值得
àiguò nǐ hěn zhídé
Love you well worth it

我不要你怎樣 沒怎樣
wǒ bùyào nǐ zěnyàng méi zěnyàng
I don't want you do something, do something
我陪你走的路你不能忘
wǒ péi nǐ zǒu de lù nǐ bùnéng wàng
I accompany you to the road you cannot forget
因為那是我 最快樂的時光
yīnwèi nà shì wǒ zuì kuàilè de shíguāng
Because that is my happiest time

後來我的生活還算理想
hòulái wǒ de shēnghuó hái suàn lǐxiǎng
Later, my life is still ideal
沒為你落到孤單的下場
méi wèi nǐ luò dào gūdān de xiàchǎng
Not for you to fall into the lonely end*
有一天晚上 夢一場
yǒu yītiān wǎnshàng mèng yīchǎng
Someday night, on a dream
你白髮蒼蒼 說帶我流浪
nǐ bái fà cāngcāng shuō dài wǒ liúlàng
Now you are gray-haired, said want to take me wandering
我還是沒猶豫 就隨你去天堂
wǒ háishì méi yóu yù jiù suí nǐ qù tiāntáng
I did not hesitate to go to heaven with you
不管能怎樣 我能陪你到天亮
bùguǎn néng zěnyàng wǒ néng péi nǐ dào tiānliàng
No matter what, I'm willing to accompany you to dawn

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