Finally, this horrific and dreadful year will soon come to an end. #seeyounever2020 Saying it horrible is really an understatement, 2020 has been an unimaginable tough year to everyone in the world because of the pandemic. They all said its the "new normal" we gotta adapt, but I never truly adapt to it, especially when it comes to my two little boys, who cannot go to school and were stuck at home for most of the time. Turns out, the boys are pretty happy playing with each other everyday even they can just stay home. For tat I m truly thankful for having both of them in our lives. If I needa look for more silver linings, I would say life becomes much simpler now, and every little thing in life that used to be so ordinary turns into blessing now. O yes, I lost the 30 lbs I gained after my second pregnancy and I started a small online business with my couins in this year, my 2020 doesnt sound completely wasted afterall. A couple of days ago Grandpa taught littlebun what is "light at the end of the tunnel". Although the pandemic wont be over immediately after tonight's countdown, with a brand new year there is new hope, and we shall see the light real soon. Happy New Year everyone! 還有半天，這惡夢一樣的2020年終於過完了！#拜拜你條尾 把這一年形容為惡夢也未免太輕描淡寫，但我也找不到確切的詞彙去形容這災難性的一年。由一月開始，抗疫之路走過春夏秋冬，從一開始連口罩、消毒藥水甚至廁紙的生活必需品都短缺、到眼白白看著疫情擴散到全球、再經歷漫長又時好時壞的好幾個月，來到今日疫情還沒有完結。因為疫情，我們所有人的生活都徹底地改變，從來沒想過有我的生之年會經歷這些，大家都說要適應「新日常」，老實說我到現在還是沒有習慣。整整一年我外出吃飯的次數，真的兩隻手就數得完，很多好朋友也一整年沒見過面，不習慣也得習慣，日子就是要這樣過下去。 然而最讓我感到擔心和無奈的，就是寶寶和二號兩兄弟，疫情期間大部份時間都沒法上學，即使我不是虎媽，也為兩隻錯過黃金學習期而著急。以前我們總是帶著他們四處玩，但過去一年很多時都留在家裡，對他們失去無法彌補的珍貴童年，作為媽媽我是感到無比焦慮又無助的。幸好上天賜了弟弟給我們，兩兄弟在家中互相作伴，看起來每天也玩得很開心，人生裡幾乎沒上過學的弟弟，跟著哥哥學人精也似乎學習得不錯，對我來說也算是一種安慰吧！ 要找疫情這顆巨大烏雲的鑲銀邊，大概是因為疫情令生活變得簡單，逆境中很小的小事也可以開心一整天。每天醒來身邊的至愛家人仍然健康平安、依然有工作、可以隨心所欲大口吃大口喝、小孩每天都快樂成長，曾經微不足道的生活都變了小確幸，很多不必要的執著也放，其實這一年除了疫情外我是過得輕鬆舒心的。還有趁疫情期間，我把生完二號後的三十多磅肥肉減掉，變回生之前瘦瘦的我，還有和表妹們很愉快的開了間網店學做老闆，都是我這一年的大喜事呢！ 前幾天胃老爺陪孫子玩，坐車時經過了隧道，他順便教了寶寶”light at the end of the tunnel”這句話，雖然疫情不會一到2021年就馬上完結，但新的一年就是新希望，我們一定會見到光明的。 2021年我們來啦！