Don’t laugh at my drooping chins… 😹
(非廣告 - 純粹係因為👩🏻鍾意飲紅豆米水)

十首台灣詩X十位愛爾蘭詩人朗讀
　
在學童當中　◎#楊牧
　
O chestnut tree, great-rooted blossomer,
Are you the leaf, the blossom, or the bole?
O body swayed to music, O brightening glance,
How can we know the dancer from the dance?
--Yeats
　
一
　
樹影向東移動
那是時間的行逕
我們挪向七里香下
衣上沾滿秋天
脫落的草子。蓮花在
水池裡，白火雞
棲息枯木上，我們
在學童當中
　
一種焦慮的顏色
曾渲染過我行走
許多揣測的
道路，而你在
月光的深巷裡
寧靜地聽著
間奏的橫笛
梧桐樹和庭院
一畦又一畦的菊
有些疲倦，我們
隔著疲倦凝視：
　
不是陌生
也不熟悉
　
二
　
然而我們，我們
在學童當中——
不是陌生，也不
熟悉——今早遊戲的
圓圈比蓮花的
水池寬闊，歌聲
比噴泉生動，雖然
我不能盡知，不能盡知
那飛升的如何變化為
墜落的水點，雖然
那四散的形象
可能意識著一種
破碎而我也相信過破碎
　
如同那白髮的愛爾蘭人
在學童當中，我也
分辨。他們在拍手
長大成人，那掌聲破碎
可能遺失在今早的
草地上，他們也可能回來
尋覓。啊尋覓
也可能只是失望的
慰藉。噴泉回落池中
那歸來的水點破碎
乃匯入植養蓮花的世界——
幾時才能輪到它，你說
再度升起？
　
三
　
我彷彿看到你，真的
在學童當中
你在學童和我當中：
一棵光榮的果樹
我不能擁抱的
華麗；一名舞者
我不能追隨的
旋律。你沒有名字
我發覺，我也沒有
他們也沒有名字
　
他們可以是樹苗
是雙手舉向一章序曲
你是滿天似雪的
花朵，雙腳投向
一片超越的激楚，我是
苦澀的果實，收斂
萎縮，屏息，消滅
一場等候詮釋的舞
　
　
四
　
樹影向東移動
那是時間的行逕
你戀愛著，戀愛著
間奏的橫笛，我們
在學童當中
　
--
　
“Among School Children”
By Yang Mu (1940-2020)
Translated by Colin Bramwell and Wen-chi Li
Read by Michael O’Loughlin
　
O chestnut tree, great-rooted blossomer,
Are you the leaf, the blossom, or the bole?
O body swayed to music, O brightening glance,
How can we know the dancer from the dance?
--Yeats
　
1
　
Moving east, the shadow of a tree
becomes the trail of time
as we shift to the satinwood shade
autumn grass creeps across
our clothes. The lotus flowers
in the pond, a white turkey
perching on rotten wood
we are among school children
　
I used to deduce
a walking pavement dyed
with a fretful colour
now you are here
in the deep alleyway of moonlight
softly listening to the flute
reaching its interlude
there is a parasol tree, a garden
plot upon plot of chrysanthemums
dozing despite
our gaze
　
not strange
but not familiar
　
2
　
And we, we are
among school children—
not strange but not
familiar—the circles
in this game of morning
wider than the lotus pond
the singing voice more vivid than the spurt
though I do not quite understand
cannot quite understand how surging drops
can turn to falling rain
though anything scattered implies a sort of brokenness
and I did believe in brokenness once
　
I draw my distinctions
among school children
like that grey-haired Irishman. They grow
by clapping hands, their broken applause
could be lost in this meadow
of morning, where they may return
someday to search. And how
their searching may be nothing but
a disappointing comfort. Water sinks in the pond
the returning drops break too
flowing round the lotus cosmos
when is its turn, you ask me—
when will they surge?
　
3
　
Perhaps I really saw you
among school children
you among school children with me
a fruit tree so glorious
I cannot hold it—a dancer
to the melody that I have lost
I noticed you have no names
I have no name
they are nameless too
　
They can be saplings
or hands holding up a prelude
you are snowy flowers
in the sky, your feet dart and transcend
and fuse into that upper register
I am bitter fruit, drooping to converge
I do not breathe, I disappear:
a dance waiting to explain
　
4
　
Moving east, the shadow of a tree
becomes the trail of time
love, you are in love
the flute reaches its interlude
we are among school children
　
聽詩人Michael O’Loughlin朗讀：https://youtu.be/Qs-pdEANlAs
　
#每天為你讀一首詩 #楊牧 #Yang_Mu #在學童當中 #Among_School_Children #Michael_OLoughlin #台灣詩選 #Taiwanese_Poetry #駐愛爾蘭台北代表處 #愛爾蘭文學館 #Museum_of_Literature_Ireland

Welcome to a NEW beginning...

It took me some time to get my caption for this topic right. I did think of saying something like goodbye, getting emotional, mums guilt etc.. but that is SO NOT me. And why saying goodbye to breastfeeding should be negative? 🤔

Maybe, I did have the mum's guilt when I stopped breastfeeding Yi He (eldest), but that doesn't last long.

In fact for every pregnancy I had, I didn't really look forward to breastfeeding although I breastfed all my children.

I feel that stopping breastfeeding should not be a negative thing. Does it mean that your bond will be gone? Nope. Does it mean you are not a mother anymore? Hell no!

In the dictionary, the definition of mother means a woman in relation to her child or children / bring up (a child) with care and affection.

Society and peer pressure has placed so much emphasis on breastfeeding that we longer think for ourselves. We put so much blame on ourselves that we forget that we need to love ourselves in order to provide better care for our child.

The circuit breaker then came, with work and taking care of kids, they took a toll and my supply dropped. I just did whatever I can to maintain but not doing anything extra to increase. I did thought of not giving up for a lot of reasons but after the breaker, I decided that it's enough and stop. I did try to convince myself a few occasions to "tahan" since I come so far but I think is enough.

I definitely salute all the mothers who persevere, because it is not easy. It's beautiful but not sexy. U can feel sexy with all the modern nursing bra but during nursing, all the sweat, spraying of milk all around.. drooping boobs & big nipples. I don't see which part is sexy.

Properly, this is the most WTF post on breastfeeding, but I just want to let those mothers who really wish to quit (but feel pressured) or quit already, but felt guilty about it, that you shouldn't.

As for a new beginning, definitely more focus time on the kids, work and time to exercise haha!

And talking about size for BF and FM kids... It's the genes please. All my 4 kids, they are always under percentile no matter BF or FM, and their appetite? Like the mum. 🐷

〜”どうぶつ大好き”新人スタッフが作った動画を公開！〜
今回は、雑学ネタ！
ナポリタンマスティフについてです！

このチャンネル内にも度々登場してくれている「つくばわんわんランド」のビロビロ犬・マスティフ。

ビロビロな顔が愛くるしい彼の秘密をお教えします！！

〜新人スタッフ作成動画について〜
せっかく番組公式YouTubeチャンネルを開設したので、
若い発想もどんどん活かしてもらいたいと思って動画を作ってもらいました！
頑張って沢山作ってくれたので、先週に引き続き２週間に渡っての投稿です！

若者ならではの斬新な動画もあるかも…？
暖かい目で見て頂けると嬉しいです！

「I LOVE みんなのどうぶつ園」
相葉雅紀が学び、培ってきた16年にわたる経験とやさしい目線で、日本中、世界中の動物園・水族館はもちろん、街の片隅に生きる動物たち1匹1匹の「個性」をリアルに、丁寧に描いていく動物番組です。
動物が大好きな視聴者の方々はもちろん、動物にそれほど興味がなかった方も、みんなのすぐそばで暮らし、みんなと変わらない感情をもつ動物たちを、思わず好きになってしまう番組です！

★I LOVE みんなのどうぶつ園：
○番組情報
　日本テレビ系列で毎週土曜よる7時～7時56分にて放送
○番組公式HP
→https://www.ntv.co.jp/minnanozoo/
○番組公式twitter
→https://twitter.com/minnano_zoo_ntv/
○番組公式instagram
→https://www.instagram.com/minnano_zoo_ntv/
○番組公式YouTubeチャンネル
→https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb8zchPHJagQ7XeUGIxkHzA
○番組公式TVer
→https://bit.ly/329sOg3

This huge dog (when standing up its height is about 180cm), Mastiff has many secrets.
Find it out! Cute dogs and animals from Japan!

This footage is brought by "Everybody's Zoo" hosted by Masaki Aiba of ARASHI.

１０月３１日に公開した「つくばわんわんランド」の“マスティフ”のスーパースロー映像。

スタッフ撮影の試し撮り映像を放出！！
ビロビロ顔のマスティフさん、スーパースローで見ると色々な表情を見せてくれます！

よかったら、お好きなところで一時停止して眺めてみてください。
ちなみに私の一番好きな顔は、冒頭にあるクシャッとした顔です！カワイイ！！

「I LOVE みんなのどうぶつ園」
相葉雅紀が学び、培ってきた16年にわたる経験とやさしい目線で、日本中、世界中の動物園・水族館はもちろん、街の片隅に生きる動物たち1匹1匹の「個性」をリアルに、丁寧に描いていく動物番組です。
動物が大好きな視聴者の方々はもちろん、動物にそれほど興味がなかった方も、みんなのすぐそばで暮らし、みんなと変わらない感情をもつ動物たちを、思わず好きになってしまう番組です！

★I LOVE みんなのどうぶつ園：
○番組情報
　日本テレビ系列で毎週土曜よる7時～7時56分にて放送
○番組公式HP
→https://www.ntv.co.jp/minnanozoo/
○番組公式twitter
→https://twitter.com/minnano_zoo_ntv/
○番組公式instagram
→https://www.instagram.com/minnano_zoo_ntv/
○番組公式YouTubeチャンネル
→https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb8zchPHJagQ7XeUGIxkHzA
○番組公式TVer
→https://bit.ly/329sOg3

Mastiff is known for its huge size and drooping skin of its face.
We used a high speed camera to capture this mastiff running.
Funny and cute video! Must SEE!
This footage is brought by "Everybody's Zoo" hosted by Masaki Aiba of ARASHI.

１０月３１日放送の「I LOVE みんなのどうぶつ園」でも紹介した
「つくばわんわんランド」の“マスティフ”の顔をスーパースローで撮影した映像をYouTubeでも公開！

OAでご覧頂いたかも知れませんが、その驚くべきビロビロ顔をもう一度…！

スーパースローの映像って面白いですね！
他にも映像あるのでいつか公開させて頂くかもです…！！

よろしくお願い致しますー！！

「I LOVE みんなのどうぶつ園」
相葉雅紀が学び、培ってきた16年にわたる経験とやさしい目線で、日本中、世界中の動物園・水族館はもちろん、街の片隅に生きる動物たち1匹1匹の「個性」をリアルに、丁寧に描いていく動物番組です。
動物が大好きな視聴者の方々はもちろん、動物にそれほど興味がなかった方も、みんなのすぐそばで暮らし、みんなと変わらない感情をもつ動物たちを、思わず好きになってしまう番組です！

★I LOVE みんなのどうぶつ園：
○番組情報
　日本テレビ系列で毎週土曜よる7時～7時56分にて放送
○番組公式HP
→https://www.ntv.co.jp/minnanozoo/
○番組公式twitter
→https://twitter.com/minnano_zoo_ntv/
○番組公式instagram
→https://www.instagram.com/minnano_zoo_ntv/
○番組公式YouTubeチャンネル
→https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCb8zchPHJagQ7XeUGIxkHzA
○番組公式TVer
→https://bit.ly/329sOg3

Mastiff is known for its huge size and drooping skin. We used an high speed camera to shoot its face! Funny and cute!

This footage is brought by "Everybody's Zoo" hosted by Masaki Aiba of ARASHI.