#Disassociate

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Since the day Layla was born, I've been faced with dilemmas every single day. Shld i carry her or let her play on her own? Shld i let her nap longer or wake her up? Shld i let her nap first or shower first? Shld i change her diaper before or after feeding her? Omg.. the worse would be those in the wee hours in the morning. Shld i pump or shld i wait to latch?

Every stage will present new dilemmas. The last 2 days have been utterly exhausting. Since Day 0, Layla's been sleeping w somebody in her room. First was the confinement nanny, after she left, my helper took over. At 4m old, i decided it was time for Layla to start sleeping on her own, since she started sleeping 7pm-7am for quite a few nights already.

I'm not sure if it's sleep regression or her feeling insecure sleeping in the room alone - 2 nights ago, she woke up 5 times. 😭😭 It was especially hard bcos I've nv successfully put her to bed without nursing her before. So at the same time, i also had to teach her to disassociate Mama to milk only. She was confused and crying when i pat her instead of feeding her. SO TIRING!

I kept asking myself. Am i doing the right thing? Why am i doing this to myself? I can just continue with how things were, let my helper sleep w her. Nothing has to change! It would be so much easier for both Layla and i. But deep inside, i know I'm doing the right thing. I just need to not let this fatigue trick me into giving in!

Seriously though, no matter how tired i am. When i see her face in the morning with that huge toothless grin, everything just make sense, everything is worth it. 🥰

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Dear international friends, I’m Wang Ping Chung, the spokesperson for one of Taiwan’s political parties named New Party. Hearing on the WHO leader’s accusations of racist campaign from Taiwan, some of Taiwan’s politicians and overseas students denied his allegation and demanded for his apology. However, I think we must be honest.

親愛的國際友人，我是台灣新黨發言人王炳忠。在聽到世衛組織總幹事譚德塞控訴來自台灣的種族歧視攻擊後，一些台灣的政客和留學生否認他的指控，並且要求他道歉。然而，我想我們應該要說真話。

Actually, there have been various attacks on Dr. Tedros from Taiwan’s netizens, especially racism abuse in insulting words like “negro,” “Chinese pig,” and “CCP’s dog.” Dr. Tedros never said Taiwan’s government organized racist campaign against him directly, but he claimed that Taiwan’s Foreign Ministry knew the campaign and did nothing to disassociate themselves.

事實上，確實有各種對譚德塞的攻擊（來自台灣），尤其是利用各種侮辱性字眼的種族歧視，像是「黑鬼」、「中國豬」、「共產黨的狗」。譚德塞從未說是台灣官方直接組織這些霸凌，但他說台灣外務部門明明知道這些攻擊，卻不做任何切割。

It’s quiet difficult to understand how Taiwan’s government and society can permit and even encourage the racist campaign against the WHO leader, and keep pushing Taiwan to join WHO or WHA simultaneously. There’s also no reason why Taiwan’s government denies WHO’s demand, insisting on calling the disease “Wuhan virus” instead of “coronavirus,” and still calls for its membership of WHO.

我們很難理解，何以台灣的官方及社會，竟可以允許甚至鼓勵這種對世衛組織負責人的攻擊，並同時繼續爭取台灣參加世衛組織或世界衛生大會。我們也想不出理由，何以台灣官方拒絕世衛的規定，堅持以「武漢肺炎」稱呼「新冠病毒」，又同時要求加入世衛組織的資格。

Last year, the fact was found that Taiwan’s ruling party, DPP, had been hiring organized cyber warriors to attack their opponents and insult anyone they dislike, resulting in a Taiwan’s diplomat’s suicide. About two months ago, they started the racist campaign against the WHO leader with the same method, bringing this disgusting tactic from Taiwan’s domestic politics to international society.

去年，民進黨長期餵養網軍攻擊對手，肆意侮辱其厭惡對象的事實被揭露，一位台灣外交官員更因此自盡。就在大約兩個月前，他們又用同樣手法開始對世衛組織負責人的霸凌，將原本只在台灣島內搞的惡毒伎倆帶到了國際社會。

Racial discrimination is undoubtedly anti-humanitarian. I feel quiet sorry for the campaign against Dr. Tedros, yet I’m unqualified to apologize to him on behalf of Taiwan. It’s really a shame for anyone from Taiwan who has any sense of justice.

種族歧視無疑是不人道的，我為譚德塞的遭遇感到相當遺憾。可惜我沒資格代表台灣向譚德塞道歉。這對每一個擁有一絲正義感的台灣人來說，絕對都會感到相當恥辱。