儘管已經過了將近十年，偶爾還是會想起《暮光之城》最後一幕，愛德華向貝拉說“Forever. ”時的情境，無法永生的我們說起「永遠」好像顯得不切實際，而那一幕以吸血鬼的視角詮釋，「永遠」成為一件可達成的事。
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在成長過程中「永遠忠於自己感受」彷彿成為一件很困難的事，我們很容易被外界的聲音影響，也因而從中懷疑自己原本堅信的原則。像是曾在問答看到讀者分享勉強自己進入一個不習慣的朋友圈，或是對友人行為看不慣卻只能接受。那段日子每天都在說服自己接受也加倍辛苦地消化情緒，然而幸好隨著時間推移，我們漸漸能對「忠於自我」上手，不隨波逐流、不妥協世俗價值，放大自己情緒的音量去蓋過外界的聲音，最後 #終於自我 。
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我自己心中的理想模樣有好幾個面向，感情、事業、人際關係中都有自己想達成的狀態，於是21歲開始每一年生日都給自己一個大方向的目標：
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21歲期許自己「感謝每一條疤」；22歲希望自己「享受被需要」；23歲學習「與遺憾和好」；24歲練習「與尖銳磨合」；25歲期許「回屏東賺錢照顧爸媽」，也很幸運地真的在25歲那年從新竹離職回屏東。
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26歲的目標是物質上的，儘管那年帶著一點都不急迫的步伐努力，最後也神奇地在26歲結束前3天完成了這個目標，今年27歲，希望自己能試著「喜怒不形於色」。
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「不要成為自己討厭的大人。」
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在小時候這樣下定決心的我，現在已經是一個別人口中的「大人」了。
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「我做到了嗎？」常常在睡前這樣問自己。或許繼續這樣每一年都朝著一個大方向的概念練習，有一天會做到的吧！
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初認識VOLVO這個汽車品牌，就是因為《暮光之城》這部電影，這次在VOLVO V60廣告中桂綸鎂、陳柏霖說的忠於自我、終於自我，好喜歡影片帶出來的老朋友氛圍，這段練習自我的日子一定有著陪伴你、看著你的人，無論感到茫然或毅然決然，他們都擁抱了你的各種模樣。
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你們心中也有不容質疑、很堅定的原則嗎？
在堅守原則的過程有感受到終於自我的暢快感嗎？
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或許在實踐過程會遇到一些難處，但一路走來的你一定很帥氣，最後還是好想分享暮光之城原文小說中的最後一段話：And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever. 就讓我們幸福地享受著這個在未來雖然渺小但卻完美的片段吧，這些忠於自我的小小片段都在為未來鋪墊，最後，終於自我。
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#我們都沒有變成自己討厭的大人
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睽違已久的社交活動是揪團去（大鬧）麵包店 😂
起因是想去拿很久之前就先預訂好的蛋黃酥禮盒，結果幾個人就決定同時間過去，本來拿個蛋黃酥就可以走了，結果現場太好逛，看到那麼多種麵包心都飛揚了起來，於是仔細的逛了一下，加上四個女人在一起就是一個菜市場，真心對上週六下午出現在現場的其他客人感到抱歉 😂
本來出發前一直告誡自己冷凍庫沒什麼位子了，除了蛋黃酥不要買其他麵包，結果一到現場通通忘光光，晚餐直接換成麵包大餐，blissfully carbed out 🐷 不過跟其他朋友比起來我已經很節制了，她差點把人家店裡的現貨買光 😂 比較可惜的是因為怕吃不完沒買長棍跟當天沒有明太子跟香蒜口味的法國麵包（也還好沒有不然我應該會當晚都全部吃光光 🐷）

100 PHIM CHÂU Á XUẤT SẮC

1. Tokyo Story (Ozu Yasujiro, 1953) – Japan
2. Rashomon (Kurosawa Akira, 1950) – Japan
3. In the Mood for Love (Wong Kar Wai, 2000) – Hong Kong
4. The Apu Trilogy (Satyajit Ray) – India
5. A City of Sadness (Hou Hsiao-hsien, 1989) – Taiwan
6. Seven Samurai (Kurosawa Akira, 1954) – Japan
7. A Brighter Summer Day (Edward Yang, 1991) – Taiwan
8. Spring in a Small Town (Fei Mu, 1948) – China
9. Still Life (Jia Zhang Ke, 2006) – China
10. The Housemaid (Kim Ki-young, 1960) – Korea
11. Close Up (Abbas Kiarostami, 1990) – Iran
12. A One and a Two (Edward Yang, 2000) – China
13. Spring, Summer, Fall, Winter… and Spring (Kim Ki-duk, 2003) – Korea
14. Oldboy (Park Chan-Wook, 2003) – Korea
15. Late Spring (Ozu Yasujiro, 1949) – Japan
16. A Taste of Cherry (Abbas Kiarostami, 1998) – Iran
17. Uncle Boonmee Who Can Recall His Past Lives (Apichatpng Weerasethakul, 2010) – Thailand
18. Ugetsu Monogatari (Mizoguchi Kenji, 1953) – Japan
19. The Music Room (Satyajit Ray, 1958) – India
20. The Cloud-capped Star (Ritwik Ghatak, 1960) – India
21.Where is the Friend’s Home (Abbas Kiarostami, 1987) – Iran
22. Raise the Red Lantern (Zhang Yimou, 1991) – China
23. Sopyonje (Im Kwon Taek, 1993) – Korea
24. Crouching Tiger Hidden Dragon (Ang Lee, 2000) – Taiwan
25. Spirited Away (Miyazaki Hayao, 2001) – Japan
26. Tropical Malady (Apichatpong Weerasethakul, 2004) – Thailand
27. Mother (Bong Joon-ho, 2008) – Korea
28. Poetry (Lee Chang-dong, 2010) – Korea
29. A Separation (Asghar Farhadi, 2011) – Iran
30. A Touch of Zen (King Hu, 1969) – Taiwan
31. Manila in the Claws of Light (Lino Brocka, 1975) – Philippines
32. Mandala (In Kwon Taek, 1981) – Korea
33. A Moment of Innocence (Mohsen Makhmalbaf, 1981) – Iran
34. Happy Together (Wong Kar Wai, 1997) – Hong Kong
35. The River (Tsai Ming-Liang, 1997) – Taiwan
36. Blissfully Yours (Apichatong Weerasethakul, 2002) – Thailand
37. Awaara (Raj Kapoor, 1951) – India
38. Floating Clouds (Naruse Mikio, 1955) – Japan
39. Pyaasa (Guru Dutt, 1957) – India
40. The Lonely Wife (Satyajit Ray, 1964) – India
41. The Cow (Dariush Mehrjui, 1969) – Iran
42. Red Sorghum (Zhang Yimou, 1987) – China
43. Days of Being Wild (Wong Kar Wai, 1990) – Hong Kong
44. Farewell My Concubine (Chen Kaige, 1993) – China
45. Vive l’amour (Tsai Ming Liang, 1994) – Taiwan
46. The Adopted Son (Aktan Abdykalykov, 1998) – Kyrgyzstan
47. Peppermint Candy (Lee Chang-dong, 1999) – Korea
48. I Was Born, But… (Ozu Yasujiro, 1932) – Japan
49. The Story of the last Chrysanthemums (Mizoguchi Kenji, 1939) – Japan
50. Living [Ikiru] (Kurosawa Akira, 1952) – Japan
51. Sansho The Bailiff (Mizoguchi Kenji, 1954) – Japan
52. The House is Black (Forough Farrokhzad, 1963) – Iran
53. Woman in the Dunes (Teshigahara Hiroshi, 1964) – Japan
54. Scattered Clouds (Naruse Mikio, 1967) – Japan
55. Daughter in Law (Khodzhakuli Narliyev, 1972) – Turkmenistan
56. Dersu Uzala (Kurosawa Akira, 1975) – Japan
57. In the Realm of the Senses (Oshima Nagisa, 1976) – Japan
58. A time to live and a time to die (Hou Hsiao-hsien, 1985) – Taiwan
59. Through the Olive Trees (Abbas Kiarostami, 1994) – Iran
60. Children of Heaven (Majid Majidi, 1997) – Iran
61. Osama (Siddiq Barmak, 2003) – Afghanistan
62. West of Tracks (Wang Bing, 2003) – China
63. Paradise Now (Hany Abu Assad, 2005) – Palestine
64. Mukhsin (Yasmin Ahmad, 2006) – Malaysia
65. Secret Sunshine (Lee Chang-dong, 2007) – Korea
66. The Goddess (Wu Yonggang, 1934) – China
67. Humanity and Paper Balloons (Yamanaka Sadao, 1937) – Japan
68. Street Angels (Yuan Mizhi, 1937) – China
69. The Life of Oharu (Mizoguchi Kenji, 1952) – Japan
70. Mother India (Mehboob Khan, 1957) – India
71. Floating Weeds (Ozu Yasujiro, 1958) – Japan
72. Good Morning (Ozu Yasujiro, 1959) – Japan
73. Paper Flowers (Guru Dutt, 1959) – India
74. The Naked Island (Shindo Kaneto, 1960) – Japan
75. Intentions of Murder (Imamura Shohei, 1964) – Japan
76. A Man Vanishes (Imamura Shohei, 1967) – Japan
77. Holiday (Lee Man-hee, 1968) – Korea
78. The Cruel Sea (Khaled Al Siddiq, 1972) – Kuwait
79. Insiang (Lino Brocka, 1976) – Philippines
80. Vengeance Is Mine (Imamura Shohei, 1979) – Japan
81. Batch ’81 (Mike de Leon, 1982) – Philipines
82. Taipei Story (Edward Yang, 1984) – Taiwan
83. The Runner (Amir Naderi, 1985) – Iran
84. My Neighbor Totoro (Miyazaki Hayao, 1988) – Japan
85. Ju Dou (Zhang Yimou, 1990) – China
86. Life, and Nothing More (and Life Goes on…) (Abbas Kiarostami, 1992) – Iran
87. The Puppetmaster (Hou Hsiao-hsien, 1993) – Taiwan
88. Chungking express (Wong Kar Wai, 1994) – Hong Kong
89. The Scent Of Green Papaya (Tran Anh Hung, 1994) – Vietnam, France
90. Gabbeh (Mohsen Makhmalbaf, 1995) – Iran
91. The White Balloon (Jafar Panahi, 1995) – Iran
92. The Day a Pig Fell into The Well ( Hong Sangsoo, 1996) – Korea
93. Hana-bi (Kitaro Takeshi, 1997) – Japan
94. Flowers of Shanghai (Hou Hsiao-hsien, 1998) – Taiwan
95. Chunhyang (Im Kwon Taek, 1999) – Korea
96. The Color of Paradise (Majid Majidi, 1999) – Iran
97. The Poet (Garin Nugroho, 1999) – Iran
98. Blackboards (Samira Makhmalbaf, 2000) – Iran
99. The Circle (Jafar Panahi, 2000) – Iran
100. The Day I became a Woman (Marzieh Meshkini, 2000) – Iran

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1【cool 涼爽的】- 形容詞
天氣變涼爽了
It’s getting cooler.
·cool weather
·a lovely cool evening
·It will get cool in the evening. Bring a jacket!

2【refreshingly 清爽地】— 副詞

秋高氣爽
The air is refreshingly cool.

· blissfully, pleasantly, refreshingly
· Enjoy this blissfully cool weather.

3【chilly 微冷的】-- 形容詞

今天有一點點冷
It’s chilly today.

·a bit
·I feel a bit chilly.

4【cold 寒冷的】-- 形容詞

好冷喔，穿上大衣吧！
It’s cold. Put your coat on!

·涼爽（情境） cool
· 微冷（情境）chilly
· 寒冷（情境）cold

5【fickle 善變的；多變的】-- 形容詞

秋天後母心
Fall weather is fickle.
（負面、個性 — 適合翻譯）

·The weather in fall is always unpredictable.
· Fall weather is inconsistent.

簡單複習
1 cool 涼爽的
2 refreshingly 清爽地
3 chilly 微冷的
4 cold 寒冷的
5 fickle 善變；多變的

Tâm sự linh tinh ngẫu hứng một chút với Dang ;)
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Music:
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0:00 bobo – well
1:35 bobo - we play the guitar? (the lamp is low - almeida)
2:05 bobo - crappy.unoriginal.loop
3:04 Idealism – controlla
4:51 bobo - pass.
6:12 bobo – sunshine
8:01 bobo - blissfully unaware
9:59 bobo - a loop to sleep to
11:14 bobo - the house
12:55 Bobo - i can get used to this
15:08 Asokah – water lily
16:30 Asokah – relief
19:40 Asokah - i always smile but my eyes are sad
22:26 Iｔ ｏｎｌｙ ｒａｉｎｓ ｗｈｅｎ Ｉ ｓｅｅ ｙｏｕ by ビクター ＭＫＩ
24:53 Audiobot – Blue
28:20 A June & J Beat - Princess Mononoke (Remix)
31:30 heizzah – equilibrium
34:40 Heizzah – Decadence
37:05 Mariobeatz - Zeitreise (Princess Mononoke Remix)

旅遊平台-TripAdvisor「旅行者之選」 3/26公佈了2019年最佳旅遊目的地榜單，印尼峇里島連續二年獲得亞洲十大最佳旅遊目的地的榜首。假如懶得上網作功課，卻又不想參加旅行團趕行程，要怎麼玩得盡興呢？

選擇客製化行程規劃，把主導權掌握在旅行者身上，卻有專業的團隊給予規劃建議 , 幫旅客訂製出一趟完美且難忘的回憶。讓老查和峇里島旅遊達人Teresa告訴你峇里島客製化行程怎麼讓不同需求的旅行目的都可以玩得盡興！

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