(𝙀𝙣𝙜 —> 中文) Mᴏᴍ Gᴜɪʟᴛ It happened when I was chasing Diana. I twisted my ankle and injured the ligament a month ago. It was the first time I had been in an ambulance and had a cast on my leg. I couldn’t walk since then. My hubby had to share a lot of work from then on— taking Diana out to parks, giving her a bath, doing grocery shopping... etc. All I could do is lie on the couch and put my foot up in order to recover sooner. But on most days, I’d still walk around the house finding things to do, to clean, to organize... I feel uneasy just sitting and doing nothing. I told my hubby how I feel so useless and he said, “Relax, you’ve been doing all the job for the past year and a half.” And that is so true. He reminds me that it is okay to take a break. It is okay to let him be in charge and take care of our daughter. All I need to do is to let go a little. To trust my hubby that he will do a great job. To trust my baby that she is independent. I always look for silver lining in the clouds. And now that I’m recovered, I’m so grateful for this incident. It has made our family stronger. It has made me realize my “anxiety” as a new mom is unnecessary most of the time. And just like that, I feel my sense of self has come back a little more.🤍 人生第一次坐救護車 是上個月在公園追娜娜跑的時候 我扭傷了腳踝 韌帶撕裂傷 也是我第一次打石膏 老公因此要擔起很多責任 帶娜娜出去玩、幫娜娜洗澡、出門採買一切吃的喝的生活必需品 我只能坐著 因為醫生說如果動到 韌帶會長不好 很多時候我還是會忍不住 在家裡一跛一跛的走來走去 看看哪裡要收拾 要整理 (原來這就是全職媽媽的職業病) 我跟老公說 我覺得我一天到晚坐著好沒用 像個廢人 他說：放輕鬆，妳已經做這一切超過一年半了 他說得太對了 他提醒了我 媽媽休息是沒關係的 讓老公做家務、照顧小孩是沒關係的 我只需要學習放手、信任 相信老公能做好 相信娜娜能獨立 人生遇到不如意的事 我總會往好處想 現在腳已經康復了 我很感謝這次機會 讓我們的小家庭更加堅固強壯 讓我明白很多時候 新手媽媽的焦慮是多餘的 而就這樣坐著坐著 讓我又找回了我自己一些🤍